Everybody In Love - JLS Fanfic (Current fanfic)

Introduction

Hello let me introduce myself I’m Emma and I’m 18 and I have been obsessed with JLS since their first audition on the X Factor and followed them ever since. I have three best friends that I met through twitter called Erin, Abi and Chloe who are just as obsessed with JLS as I am and that’s why I love them <3 We all dreamed of meeting JLS someday little did we know that we would get to do more than meet them ;)

Part 1

BBM conversation

E – I can’t believe we are finally going to see JLS on tour adjbhkSDAGSvdjasbfhbafbsdkhb sooooo excited

C – I know sooo excited just waiting at the train station ready to go to Cardiff baby :D

A – Ha already waiting can’t wait to finally see you guys face to face

Er- I know so were meeting out the back to try and meet them right?

C- DEFO

E – Bagsie Aston :P xx

Er- Trust you :P

A – That’s fine I’m having Reesh

C- Right my trains here see you in a bit girls xx

E- Okay I’m off girls see you soon ahhhhh xx

A couple of hours later outside the Cardiff Motorpoint Arena

‘Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh’ all four girls ran towards each other giving each other huge hugs as this was the first time they had all met face to face. They hadn’t even had time to finish hugging each other before they realised who had just walked passed them….

‘Look watch this boys’ Aston said as he opened the door slightly so they could all see them.

‘3, 2, 1’ Aston continued as he saw all their faces light up then drop. ‘OMG guys JLS just walked past us and we didn’t even realise we are never going to meet them’ the girl in a green strappy top and jeans said. JB was looking at the four girls they all had miserable faces on them after they had got over the excitement of the fact that they had just walked passed them. Marv then turned to the boys, ‘you know we are gonna have to go out and see them? Its 8 in the morning and they didn’t realise bless them’ ‘You’re right’ Aston said as they started sneaking up behind them as they all had their backs to them as they were taking a group picture they stood behind them and pulled funny faces so that when they looked at the picture they would realise who was behind them.

Aston POV

I love moments like this when we walk past fans and they don’t realise straight away. There was a group of four girls I guess about 18/19. There was only girl about 5ft not gonna lie looked hot from behind I mean if you saw her bum yum :P she was wearing jeans and a blue strappy top (guess she was a blue girl RESULT !). The other girl was a bit taller than the girl in blue and was wearing a green strappy top (guess she was a Marv fan) with jeans. There was another girl was wearing a black and white dotty playsuit and I couldn’t help but notice Reesh ogling over her LOL then other girl seemed a bit more shy with her body language she reminded me of the female version of Jaybes she was more covered up than the others wearing jeans and a plain white t-shirt. Man they are dedicated its 8am and we didn’t even know we were going to be here this early this is what I love about JLSters. I never guessed that they would get so upset normally they go mad about the fact that we have walked passed them. I have never seen someone’s facial expressions changes so dramatically so quickly.

Emma POV

I can’t believe we are finally here I am so excited for tonight we got here extra early so that we wouldn’t miss the boys and we did so gutting. I know I have sort of met Reesh and JB before but I want to meet them properly. I hope they come back out later so that we can meet them.

Chloe POV

I can’t believe I am finally going to a JLS concert woooooopppppp!!! I tell you what they better come back out I am sooooo gutted we met them I went hyper at first when I realised who had just walked passed us but then it hit me that we had missed out chance of meeting them

Erin POV

I can’t believe I have finally met the girls face to face it’s not the same as DMing each other all the time it’s going to be such a fun day of constant fangirling then the concert tonight. It hasn’t truly sunk in that tonight we are going to be in the same room as them. The girls are all upset about us missing JLS but I recon they will come out again so I’m trying not to get too upset over it

Abi POV

I can’t believe we have missed JLS :( my face dropped as soon as we got over the excitement but I hope that they come out again so excited for tonight though 4th Dimension Tour here we come

Part 2

(I know I said that they haven’t met each other face to face before but I have changed it so that they have but only the once)

They all crowded over the camera and looked to see Aston, Marvin, JB and Oristé in the picture they all smiled and turned around with a chorus of ‘O…M…..JLS’ causing the boys to laugh. They all got the pictures with each of them individually then got one of their security guards to take a big group one of all of them together then getting them to sign their CDs they had brought with them and their tops. They then split into couples almost with Emma with Aston, Chloe with Marvin, Abi with Oristé and Erin with JB. They all started talking to each other and bantering around before the body guard told them they had to go and rehearse so they all gave each other a kiss on the cheek causing all 4 girls to laugh. As they went back into the arena Aston ran back, ‘So I forgot to ask where are you girls sitting tonight?’ ‘Block 5’ Erin replied smiling as he ran back to catch the rest of the guys up.

Emma and Aston’s convo

‘OMG I can’t actually believe this’ Emma said trying to hold back the tears from here she was so happy. ‘Babe calm down I take it those are happy tears’ giving her a hug ‘Yeah. I nearly met you nearly a year ago but you were pushed to the back of Nandos but your bodyguard. I was gutted you touched my hand and I got a pic with Reesh and Jaybes (she says getting her phone out and showing Aston the pictures) but not with you or Marv I was happy but gutted at the same time. Did I mention I love you?’ This made Aston laugh ‘Aww gutted I didn’t meet you babe but we’re making up for it now aren’t we? And No you didn’t mention it but I kind of guessed bearing in mind you haven’t stopped hugging me all the time’ ‘Sorry’ Emma said stepping away slightly. ‘Not a problem babe so you excited for tonight?’ pulling her in for a hug rubbing her arm with his thumb slowly ‘Excited? That’s not even the word Ast I been to every tour and just when I think you can’t get any better you pull it out of the bag.’ ‘Thanks babe glad you enjoy the shows you just wait for this one’ ‘Confident are we?’ ‘You tweet me after and tell me I’m wrong if you think I am’ ‘Okay I will’ Emma said giving a cheeky little wink. ‘So I forgot to ask your name babe’ ‘Emma’ ‘Oh nice name it suits you’ Aston replied giving her a cute smile. ‘So you ready to party hard at the after party tonight?’ He asked hoping that she was going ‘Yeah obviously wouldn’t miss out on a party. Love a drink or ten get into the party mood then dance the night away with my girls’ ‘Ha that’s what I like a girl who likes to party’ ‘Boys, You have rehearsals now’ Aston heard their bodyguard say, ‘I’ve got to go now babe but it was nice finally meeting you looking forward to seeing ’ Aston said giving her a hug and a kiss on the cheek before biting down on his lip then walking off and waving as he look back at Emma trying not to faint on the account of the fact that it had just sunk in that she had just met JLS and talked to Aston for like 5 minutes.

Chloe and Marvin Convo

‘So what’s your name babe?’ Marvin asked giving her a hug, ‘Chloe’ she replied with a smile. ‘So is this the first time you are coming to see us or have you seen us before’ ‘Nope this is my first time I haven’t been able to get any tickets to the past tours back home but Emma managed to get us all tickets for here so we came here’ ‘Aww that’s a shame but I’m glad you could make it to this tour man I love this part of my job’ ‘What part?’ Chloe asked as Marvin realised what he had said, ‘ummm nothing’ replied going all shy, ‘No go on’ Chloe said nudging him in the torso, ‘meeting all our beautiful fans’ this caused Chloe to blush ‘Soo you coming to the after party?’ Marvin asked shyly, ‘You’re kidding right?’ Chloe said laughing flirtily ‘No’ Marvin said slightly taken aback ‘I’m joking Marv of course we are going not gonna miss out on the big JLS party now are we’ Marvin let out a slight sigh of relief as Chloe said that, ‘We’re gonna have to keep our eye on you tonight if your any more cheeky than this when you have a drink in you.’ ‘You have no idea’ Marv looked at her then over to Reesh, ‘Yo Reesh we are gonna have to keep our eye on this one tonight okay.’ Chloe then stood on her tip toes and whispered into his ear, ‘I’m not that bad honest’ ‘Well we will find out tonight won’t we’ Marvin replied laughing and giving a little wink. ‘Boys, You have rehearsals now’ Marvin heard their bodyguard say, ‘Look I’ve got to go but it was nice meeting you babe and I will see you later’ before running back into the arena as Chloe let out a small yet extremely high pitched scream of excitement.

Abi and Reesh’s convo

‘What’s your name sweetheart?’ ‘Abi’ ‘Nice to meet you sweetheart how old are you?’ ’18 but only just it was my Birthday the other day’ ‘Oh well Happy Birthday for the other day hope you got everything you wanted’ ‘well….. umm…...’ ‘Go on what were you going to say?’ Oristé asked with a slight hint of concern in his voice. ‘Well I really wanted a kiss from you but I didn’t get that’ Abi said looking down to the ground but then Reesh lifted her chin up and gave her a quick peck on the lips ‘There we go now you have had everything you wanted for your Birthday’ Abi just stood there and blushed. ‘Tha….’ Abi got interrupted by Marvin saying,  ‘Yo Reesh we are gonna have to keep our eye on this one tonight okay’ which caused them both to laugh. ‘That’s our Chloe’ Abi said trying to stop laughing, ‘bit of a nightmare when she drinks is she?’ Reesh replied still laughing too, ‘You have no idea the last time we met up Chloe and Emma got so drunk they were dancing and flirting all night long it was soo funny.’ This caused them to both laugh again then they were interrupted by the bodyguard telling them they needed to go so Reesh gave her another kiss on the cheek before saying, ‘Nice to meet you sweetheart and hopefully see you later’ before going back into the arena.

Erin and JB’s convo

JB starting laughing as soon as they got together ‘what’s so funny?’ Erin asked, ‘Look at those three they are totally flirting with each other especially those two with Marv and Ast’ JB replied which caused them both to laugh, ‘Yeah Emma and Chloe are the biggest flirts ever’ ‘So you know my name is JB I need to know your name’ ‘Erin’ Erin replied simply ‘Nice name babe’ ‘Thanks I like it’ Erin started shivering as she was getting a bit cold as the wind picked up, ‘Bit cold are we?’ JB asked seeing the goose bumps appearing over her arms, ‘Yeah it is a bit’ ‘Come here’ JB said giving her a hug and moving his arms up and down to warm her up, ‘Better?’ JB asked after a minute of hugging, ‘Yes thank you. You are so sweet’ Erin replied blushing a bit ‘Aww thank you babe you’re sweet yourself so what you looking forward to the most tonight then?’ JB asked, ‘Probably Love You More and Proud as they mean so much to me as there is so much meaning behind those songs and everyone can relate to them’ ‘Aww they are mine too love performing them’ they were interrupted by the bodyguard telling them they needed to go , ‘I’ve got to go now but we might see you a little bit later if you are coming to the after party and we will look for you in the audience’ JB said giving her a hug ‘Yeah sure will look forward to it’ Erin replied as all four boys went inside the arena.

Part 3

‘OMG guys you lot were totally flirting with the boys’ Erin said once they had all gone, ‘Even Jaybes picked up on it and said something to me’ Erin continued as they walked down the road to Starbucks. They ordered their drinks and found a table to sit down at as Emma said, ‘So was that Reesh giving you a kiss Abi earlier?’ Abi just blushed as Chloe said, ‘Get in there girl… So what are we going to do tonight? As in how are we getting there and getting ready?’ Chloe asked looking at Emma as she knew all the details and roughly this area. ‘Well once the concert has finished we go to the toilets and get changed and then we can walk to the train station which is two minutes away from the arena, we can do our hair and make-up on the train to Swansea then off to the club to PARTY’ Emma replied and all the girls laughed. ‘I still can’t believe we met the boys finally’ Abi says with a huge grin on her face, ‘you never told us how you got Reesh to kiss you Abi’ Chloe said as they all leaned in towards her. ‘He asked me how old I was and I said 18 but only just because of it being my Birthday the other day. He then asked if I got everything I wanted and after a minutes of awkward silence I mumbled to myself that I didn’t get a kiss from him as I was looking at the ground then he lifted my chin up and kissed me. Anyway you can’t talk Chloe I saw you blates flirting with Marv and whispering something in his ear.’ Abi finished as Emma continued on to her statement, ‘Yeah what exactly did you tell him Chloe?’ with a quick wink at her causing them both to laugh. ‘I just told him that I wasn’t as bad as he thinks I am going to be when we start drinking tonight after he told Reesh to watch out of me LOL’ Chloe finished as they all looked at Erin who was holding her stomach whilst laughing, ‘what’s so funny?’ Chloe asked as Erin continued to laugh before saying, ‘you lot are such big flirts JB noticed and I told him about Chloe and Emma’s flirting’ Emma sat there and blushed before replying, ‘I have no idea what you are talking about Erin. I saw you and Jaybes hugging for like a minute whilst he was keeping you warm.’ ‘So all that winking to each other all the time then Ast biting his lip before he went back in at you then coming back out and asking us where we are sat is nothing yeah? Just conversation?’ Chloe said trying not to laugh. ‘Exactly’ Emma said trying to keep a straight face. They then all looked at each other and burst out laughing before finishing off their drinks before going to get another drink as there was still lots to talk about. An hour later they had all explained what was said between themselves and the boys before going into the centre of Cardiff to get their outfits for tonight’s after party .

Emma POV

I can’t believe we have just met JLS I mean its JLS!! I am so excited for this tour especially after Aston was teasing me saying how if I thought all the other tours were good then I would love this tour. I swear I was going to faint after talking to Aston especially after he was winking at me all the time we were talking. Then when he had to go and turned around and bit his lip well you might as well had pronounced me dead at the scene my knees went to jelly then he came back and asked us where we were sat. I never know what is going on in that boys head and I’m not going to try and start now because I will never get him LOL. Then we have the after party tonight which I am in desperate need of haven’t had a proper night out in ages and I have heard these after parties are really good.

Chloe POV

I swear to God if I wake up and this is all a dream I am actually going to cry because me and Marvin were totally flirting (especially me hehe ;) ) I can’t wait to hit the after party and hopefully run into them again I was in the mood to party, drink and flirt. The concert is going to be amazing tonight now I just need to find a killer outfit for tonight. It all still hasn’t sunk in properly and I don’t think it ever will.

Erin POV

I am so happy that I was right in not getting too upset on missing the boys as I knew/hoped that they would come out at some point later I just never thought it would have been that quickly. JB is unbelievably cute as well hugging me because I was cold and the banter between us was off the chain seriously especially surrounding Aston, Marvin, Emma and Chloe. SO excited for tonight as well I read interviews that the boys had taken part in and talked about tour they didn’t say what it was that they were doing but they said that they had tricks up their sleeves so I want to know what they are.

*Abi POV

We just met JLS…..I hugged all of JLS…. I had a kiss on the lips off Reesh. This all kept going round in my head trying to get it to sink in that everything has really happened and it wasn’t just one of my JLS daydreams. Every time I thought about the kiss it made me giddy he was such a good kisser too bad it didn’t mean anything to him as he only kissed me because I basically asked him for it oh well he still kissed me and we are about to choose our outfits for the after party which should be good especially as we will still be on a high from the concert.

 

‘You four boys better be careful with those girls I can tell you like them but they are only young and they look up to you.’ One of their bodyguards called Dave said once Aston had caught up with the rest of them the four boys nodded their heads. ‘I’m being serious boys I know you are big boys but they are young none the less, yes their not 12 so you can date them or whatever you do with the girls you get with but they are still young and don’t do anything stupid. Promise me?’ ‘We promise’ all the boys replied in unison. They then went into their changing room and Marvin looked at Aston before saying, ‘So did you find out where they are sat?’ Aston nodded his head before saying, ‘Block 5.’ ‘So what’s the plan?’ Reesh asked as they all sat down they hadn’t discussed the fact they all fancied one of the girls they just knew call it Brothers intuition. ‘Why don’t we give them tickets so that they can come in the VIP part at the club since they are coming tonight then we can talk to them and get to know them more after we have finished and it’s just our little party?’ JB suggested which caused Reesh and Ast to burst out with laughter. ‘Bruv seriously you’re too much of a gentleman sometimes I mean I’ve already kissed Abi’ Reesh confessed which caused all the boys to give him a high-5. ‘I’m with JB if we locate them during the 1st dimension then get Mark (one of the bodyguards/security team) to give them to the girls at some point during the concert then we can party with them.’ ‘I don’t care how we get them in the VIP section I just need to see Emma in a sexy little dress that shows off her gorgeous bum, buy her a drink and we can party and dance together’ Aston said before he went off and after a bit of persuasion from Aston along with his puppy dog eyes Mark had agreed once they had found the girls to go and give them the tickets that the boys had sorted out.

Aston POV

I can’t wait for tonight it’s going to be off the chain especially now I’ve got a hot girl to dance with later on in the evening. I am not going to do anything stupid though because I am aware of the fact that she’s a huge fan and I do have a reputation of being a player by the press which at the start I was but realised how stupid I was being and I’ve changed I like to treat a girl right and that is what I intend to do tonight. I will defiantly get her number and if I do anything I will kiss her but that’s it especially as I don’t know much about her. Not going to lie I had already turned on the Merrygold charm to one level when I was talking to her with a cheeky wink here and there then biting my lip when I turned around to have one last glance at her before going in I don’t want to sound up myself but I knew what it did to girls it drove them crazy.

Marvin POV

Chloe was such a flirt just like me we were flirting with each other all through our conversation she seems just like my type. She had an instant effect on me especially when she whispered in my ear I could have just kissed her there and then but luckily I managed to control myself. I hope our plan goes to work and we can have them in the VIP area and I can impress her with my DJing because DJ Marv is in the house

JB POV

Erin was so sweet we instantly clicked as well the banter was huge between us I’ve never had that with anyone else apart from the boys I am intrigued to find out more about her. I was mad excited about the tour now we were a few shows in and I know that the boys were going to put in that little bit more now that they had found someone in the crowd that they wanted to impress myself included in that. Then the after party down at Oceana in Swansea hopefully I can get to know Erin more there I know the boys have more on their minds but I just wanted to find out more about Erin first.

Oristé POV

Man that kiss was amazing her lips were so soft I wanted to carry on but I decided a quick peck wasn’t harming anyone especially as she wanted it for her Birthday. I am always up for a party as much as the next guy but I am even more excited about it now that I know that we are all going to have someone to have fun with tonight. I was hoping that tonight I can turn on the charm and get another cheeky kiss or two from Abi but we will have to see where the night takes us.

FYI the boys were wearing this when they met them <3 not that it matters I just thought you would like to see a hot pic of the boys hehe enjoy ;) https://www.google.co.uk/imgres?q=jls+rehearsals&hl=en&gbv=2&biw=1366&bih=673&tbm=isch&tbnid=ABPNctcmi9OQlM:&imgrefurl=https://www.popsugar.co.uk/Photos-JLS-Marvin-Humes-Oritse-Williams-JB-Gill-Aston-Merrygold-Out-LA-Eating-Burgers-Bananas-8258708&docid=_KCSUTWrcP4qpM&imgurl=https://media.onsugar.com/files/2010/04/17/3/258/2589278/4af33cccd5131f72_jls-los-angeles.jpg&w=550&h=400&ei=sEiET7M7o_zRBcj_gMkH&zoom=1&iact=hc&vpx=871&vpy=337&dur=169&hovh=191&hovw=263&tx=125&ty=90&sig=111387826275718318783&page=4&tbnh=145&tbnw=195&start=71&ndsp=24&ved=1t:429,r:16,s:71,i:259

Part 4

Aston POV

That show was CRAZY Cardiff never fails to bring it now for the After party haha enjoyed meeting the fans at 8 this morning to #ansaa Ax I tweet as I was now on the way too Swansea Oceana. I am so excited for tonight as I know that Emma and her friends are coming into the VIP section later. I had clocked where they were by the end of the first song so when we had a quick change of clothes I told Mark and he had managed to sucessfully give them the tickets and the note that I gave him to go with the tickets. I know that it isn’t just me who wanted to get with the girls all of the boys wanted to get with the girl that they were talking with especially Reesh he hasn’t stopped talking about Abi. We got out at the club and after having our pics taken with the fans and signed some stuff we got up to the VIP area the girls were no where to be seen I was gutted but the party must go on Marv started playing some tunes I was dancing but looking around to see if the girls were there but no such luck I was hoping that they were just running late. After dancing for a couple of songs I just wasn’t into it I just sat down at the table and drank some more of my beer before JB came and joined me and started talking and we just ended up bantering around.

Emma POV

The concert was absolutely amazing Aston was right they had stepped it up. During the minibreak between the first and second dimension one of the security team came up to me and handed four VIP tickets for the after party later and a note with Emma written on it. I showed the girls the VIP tickets and snuck the note in my pocket and went to read it when we got changed it read –

Hey Gorgeous,

It was lovely to meet you earlier and I was wondering if yourself and the girls would like to join us in the VIP area tonight? I would like to get to know you better and buy you a drink and you are all also welcome to join us for our after party that we have. Anyway heres my BBM pin – 56745TMG add me? ;)

Ast xxx

I didn’t really know what to do I didn’t want to add his pin just in case it was a hoax I hoped it wasn’t but I didn’t want to get my hopes up so I put it to the back of my mind and we got ready with us all letting out screams as we went to the train station as it finally sunk into our heads what has happened today already and with excitement on what the night was going to hold for us. We walked to the train station arm in arm with each other clutching our VIP tickets with our lives.

Chloe POV

‘FUCK’ I screamed as we got to the train station as we realised we had missed our train and the next one wasn’t for another half an hour. We all looked at Emma is despair as we had no idea what to do and she was just sat down engrossed in her phone. She looked up at us with a smug look on her face and said, ‘Don’t worry I have it sorted we will be there in no time chillax’ before looking back down to her phone. What was this girl doing?

Part 5

Aston POV

I was still in the club half an hour later and the girls still hadn’t turned up it wasn’t just bothering me either the boys kept coming up to me asking me if I had seen them I don’t know why they came to me they didn’t know that I gave Emma that note with the tickets. I hope she read it I really like her and I want us to stay in contact after tonight. I realised that I had run out of drink so I pulled myself up from the chair and walked over to the bar I ordered my drink and checked my phone ad saw that I had a new bbm invite I opened it and saw Emma J has invited u to bbm I accepted straight away and PINGed her so she knew I had accepted.

Emma POV

I didn’t know what to do when we realised that we had missed our train then the thought popped back into my head about the note that Aston gave me. Even though I wasn’t sure it was 100% legit I decided it was worth a shot so whilst the girls weren’t looking I managed to get the piece of paper out of my bag and invited him to bbm

Emma and Aston bbm Convo

A –PING

E – Hey

A – where are you babe? x

E- That’s the thing :( x

A – Whats wrong? Everything okay x

E – We missed our train so we have to wait for the next one :( x

A – Our bodyguard is on the way to pick you up meet him outside the train station on the corner x

E – You sure? X

A – Yes now get outside there now so you can hurry up and re-pay me ;) x

E – Thanks Ast x

A – See you in a minute x

‘Okay girls lets go’ Emma said standing up and making her way back out the train station and stood on the corner where Aston had instructed her to meet their bodyguard. ‘So why are we just stood here?’ Abi asked as they waited before a black land rover with blacked out windows pulled in and a large build guy got out and opened the door and helped Emma in. ‘Are you coming in or what? It’s okay I’m not just getting in any car Aston sent it for us’ Emma asked them laughing at them all just looking at her with their mouths opened.

 

Part 6

They all got in the car before looking at Emma but all still in complete silence. Erin was the one who broke the silence, ‘Okay, Spill’ ‘Well when we got those tickets there was a note with it but I didn’t tell you guys but when we were getting ready in the toilets and I read it’ Emma explained handing the note to them. They all read it as Emma continued to explain, ‘I thought it might have been a fake pin so I forgot about it and carried on getting ready but then when we missed our train I added him, he accepted straight away and pinged me. Then he asked why we weren’t there and I explained and he insisted on sending a car but I have to repay him he said.’ They all let out a high pitch scream as they pulled up to the club, thanked the driver and walked across the road. The bodyguard then ran up to them, ‘Where are you girls going?’ ‘we are just checking our bags into our hotel its the Travel lodge over there tell the boys we will be 10 mins top’Chloe replied, ‘Nope I know the boys really want to see you give me your bags and I will look after them until you need to go’ ‘Thank you’ each of the girls replied as they handed their bags to him before going into the club showing their passes and being escorted to the VIP section.

‘Finally!’ Aston said getting up and giving each of them a hug as the rest of the boys realised they had arrived and came over to say hello as the barman brought drinks over. ‘Can I just say you are looking very nice tonight’ Oristé said hugging them each, ‘Thank you, not looking too bad youself’ Abi replied as the lingered in the embrace. Marv then went back to the DJ booth and started DJing again with Chloe going with him, Reesh and Abi got the hellos over very quickly and went into the corner and were making out, JB and Erin were sat on one table bantering with each other and Aston and Emma were say on the other. ‘So how does one repay Aston Merrygold for saving herself and her friends asses now?’ Emma asked as she took a sip of her blue WKD, ‘Well the first step is to come and dance with me’ Aston replied taking one more swig of his beer before dragging Emma up on the dancefloor.

The Next Morning ………..

Chloe POV

I followed Marvin into the DJ booth after he signalled me to go with him which I was so happy about so I grabbed my drinks and followed him over and that is the last clear memory I have. I mean I can vaguely remember me and Marv making out but that’s it. I lie here thinking this then look to the side of me and see Marvin in the same bed as me and we are both naked! Did I sleep with Marvin from JLS last night? How much did I drink last night? A thousand thoughts start running through my head which doesn’t help my hangover. My thoughts are interrupted by Marvin. ‘Good morning babe last night was amazing’ he said leaning over and giving her a sweet kiss on the lips before putting his boxers on and going over to the kettle and flicking it on.

Abi POV

Last night was absolutely amazing I had such a hangover it is unreal. But on the plus side at least I don’t need to worry about not being able to remember what really happened as me and Reesh were both passed out on my bed fully clothed when I got up first thing but he asked me to be his girlfriend this morning ahhhhhhh can’t wait to tell the boys.

Erin POV

Last nights party was so much fun even though as it turned out myself and JB didn’t really drink much as we both wanted to make sure everyone got back to their rooms safely. As it turned out me and Emma went back to the boys hotel as the other two lets say were getting to know each other very well. Me and JB seem to get on really well but I also really fancy him I don’t want to say anything because the banter between us is unreal and I don’t want to lose that

Emma POV

OMG the JLS boys know how to party got to hand it to them to say he least I am a bit worse for wear from it. I haven’t had much sleep either which hasn’t helped things as Aston insisted that when we got back to his and Marv’s hotel suite that we had more drinks and stay up all night and talk we didn’t even make it to bed we ended up falling asleep on the sofa. It’s weird because I don’t know what I was expecting but he is just like a normal person he’s so down to Earth after about an hr I totally forgot about who he was and we ended up talking like he was any other person. Aston just woke up and suggested we all meet up for breakfast so that we can get the gossip from each other. I agreed and sent a text to the girls and Aston did the same.

The boys were wearing – https://www.google.co.uk/imgres?q=jls+clubbing&hl=en&biw=1366&bih=673&gbv=2&tbm=isch&tbnid=MPo46JncXurOJM:&imgrefurl=https://www.jlsofficial.com/gb/user-blogs/usblog/&docid=cOqd3DmwjUtYzM&imgurl=https://www.jlsofficial.com/images/userblogs/JLS_Win_BTDigitalMusicAwards.jpg&w=466&h=335&ei=3BCMT9D7LIaw0QXFh_yzCQ&zoom=1&iact=hc&vpx=476&vpy=369&dur=204&hovh=190&hovw=265&tx=105&ty=188&sig=111387826275718318783&page=2&tbnh=156&tbnw=210&start=22&ndsp=27&ved=1t:429,r:9,s:22,i:138

Erin was wearing – https://t.co/AJfJLcFu

Emma was wearing – https://twitter.com/#!/1993jlsfan/media/slideshow?url=http%3A%2F%2Ftwitpic.com%2F97g4g4

Abi was wearing- (will add it when the link is working ) xxx

Chloe was wearing – https://t.co/pQRN231

Part 7

Aston POV

‘Finally!’ I exclaimed as I saw Emma and the girls being escorted into the VIP section day daymn she looked HOT! He dress was perfect it really showed off her figure hugging in her curves and it was get low enough to get away with to tights and it really showed off her sexy bum as well. Once we had all said our hellos to each other we ended up together again not that I was complaining I got her a drink and then she asked ‘So how does one repay Aston Merrygold for saving herself and her friends asses now?’ as she took a sip of her blue WKD, ‘Well the first step is to come and dance with I replied taking one last sip of my beer before taking both her hands and dragging Emma up on the dance floor. We must have been dancing for about an hour having shots in between most of the songs and we weren’t that pissed but we were getting there she was such a dirty dancer we were grinding on each other most of the night and then it was the end of that after party. I showed Emma back to the table getting her another drink before whispering in her ear, ‘I’ll be right back sexy’ before going to do some press photos with the boys. I came back about 10 minutes later I saw Emma with the rest of the girls so decided to grab us both another drink each before going back to the table but when I got back it was just Emma sat there.

Emma POV

‘Where did everyone else go?’ I heard Aston say coming back to the table with drinks for us, ‘Well Marvin and Chloe have gone back to our room, Reesh and Abi have gone back to hers and Erin’s room and they all looked like they weren’t actually going to sleep if you get what I mean then JB and Erin went back to JBs and Reesh’s room saying that they were off to get some sleep so that just leaves us two party animals.’ I replied laughing a bit. We stayed a little bit after with his managers before he whispered in my ear, ‘maybe we should go we are a bit pissed’ ‘awww don’t be a party pooper Ast your meant to be the partier in the group’ I replied pouting at him slightly ‘Plus I don’t want to go back and walk in on Marvin and Chloe thanks’ I replied. Next thing I knew Aston had pulled my arms over his neck and grabbed my calves and was giving me a piggyback ‘put me down Aston’ I screamed with laughed, ‘Nope you are coming back to mine and Marvin’s don’t worry no funny business I know. We can have more drinks and play 20 questions? Your stuff is already waiting for us in the car now come on’ he replied running out of the club still giving me a piggyback before putting me down so we could get into the car. Before we knew it we were back at the hotel drinking more drinks from the mini fridge and wetting myself after I asked him to do his best impression of me it was soo bad it was hilarious. I can’t really remember what other questions we asked each other apart from the normal ones like family to be honest it turned into more like 100 questions but who cares we are so pissed it’s gonna hurt in the morning I can tell.

Part 8

‘Tea?’ Emma shouted from the kitchenette as Aston was getting changed from having a shower ‘Please babe’ he replied coming out of one of the bedrooms without a top on which caused Emma to just stare at him. ‘You know if you take a picture it might just last that little bit longer’ Aston laughed coming over and finishing making the teas whilst Emma pulled herself together and quickly took a snap of his abs before sitting down on the sofa wetting herself with laughter. ‘Whats so funny?’ Aston asked bringing the teas over’...... wait you actually did take a picture didn’t you?’ Emma just blushed and took a sip of her tea, ‘Thanks’ ‘No problem babe I took the liberty of finishing them as you seemed distracted’ After they had finished their teas Emma jumped in the shower then forgot where she was and who she was in a hotel room with and came out in just her towel.

Emma POV

I jumped out the shower and walked across the hall to the bedroom humming Proud to myself when I heard a wolf whistle. I turned around to see Aston sat there with a smug look on his face. ‘And what did you mean by that?’ I asked turning to him not really sure what to do ‘Nothing just your body deserved that for looking so hot in just a towel’ he replied I just shook my head before going into the bedroom before getting into some jeans and a t-shirt to go and meet the others for breakfast before it sunk in ahhhhh Aston Merrygold just wolf whistled at me in my towel I had to grab a pillow and scream into it to get all my excitment out before walking back into the living area to see Ast playing on his mobile phone.

Aston POV

OMG she look so hot in that towel I wanted to just kiss her like last night I managed to get her number last night and I was planning on asking her out on a date but she seemed like the type of girl I’m gonna have to impress before I ask her out. I really liked her I know I’ve known her for less than 2 hours but she doesn’t seem like the normal girls yes she was a fan but after an hour of getting to know each other at the after party last night she seemed to look past the fame and treated me like a normal person. I better up my game if I want to take her on a date soon before anyone else snatches her up. I might just ask her later its worth a try then if she rejects me I will just have to try harder to impress her.

‘What time are we meeting everyone for breakfast?’ Emma asked sitting on the sofa and lying down on it ‘oh not until another hour’ ‘oohhh…. so what we gonna do for an hour?’ ‘Well for starters you could answer my question which I asked you last night but rudely fell asleep whilst I was talking to you’ Emma blushed before saying, ‘Sorry didnt mean to’ ‘Its okay I just want my answer’ ‘I can’t even remember what you asked me’ Emma laughed. Aston say up and said, ‘I asked you what you would say if I asked you on a date’ ‘I would say it depends’ ‘OMG your such a tease would you say yes or no?’ ‘Ha well I would say yes aslong as it was just a date and nothing else but I know that you are busy and things like that so I wouldnt expect you….....’ Emma’s response was cut off by Astons lips crushing against her own.

Part 9

Marvin POV

I had to go back and DJ once I had said hello to all the girls so I gave her a subtle hand movement to show that I wanted her to follow me into the DJ booth. All the girls looked good but Chloe looked especially nice tonight. All through the DJ set I was singing into her ear which I couldn’t help but notice that at one point she was getting goosebumps. As the night went on we moved closer and closer to each other as we were talking. The next thing I know she turned around and kissed me. I didn’t know what to do to start with I was shoked but I quickly started kissing her back. We kept kissing the rest of the set inbetween songs playing. It came to the end of the set and I had to play my last song I decided on DJ Got Us Falling In Love – Usher before taking to the mic I just couldn’t help myself knowing how all us guys felt about the girls. ‘Okay unfortunatly this is the last song guys but me and the boys would like to thank all of you to coming to party with JLS its been off the hook now this last song is for my boys and four amazing girls that we met this morning hope you all enjoy it and we will all see you very soon and get home safe.’ I pressed play and took Chloe by the hand took her out the DJ booth before finding a quiet corner and put my hands round her waist and started kissing her as she put her hands around my neck as our kiss got more passionate and i swiftly slipped in my tongue. After a couple of minutes we broke apart both of us smiling, ‘Come on babe lets go’ I said taking her hand.

Chloe POV

‘Come on babe lets go’ Marvin said to me taking my hand as we made our way out the club grabbing my bag on the way out. ‘Lets go back to mine Emma won’t mind and she looked like she was getting close to Aston if you know what I mean’ I said to Marv as we walked over to the Travel lodge lukily we had managed to sneak past the paps and got there quickly. We ran into the travel lodge and up to mine and Emma’s room quickly as soon as we got in we started making out heavily making our way to the bed in the process. Once we had reached the bed I started undoing the buttons of his top and he undid the zip of my dress our clothes flying everywhere all over the bedroon but neither of us cared and lets say this got a bit heated from then on………

Part 10

‘Good morning babe last night was amazing’ Marvin said leaning over and giving her a sweet kiss on the lips before putting his boxers on and going over to the kettle and flicking it on. Chloe tried to get out of bed but her head was killing ‘OWCH’ she muttered under her breathe so that Marvin didn’t hear but she guessed he did because the five minutes later he came in with a glass of water and some pain killers, ‘here babe take these they will make your head a bit better and we are going to meet the rest fo the guys for breakfast for a catch up in a bit so I’m gonna jump in the shower’ ‘Okay I will go in after you to give theses some time to kick in’

After they had both had their showers and got ready Marvin turned to Chloe, ‘Babe’ ‘Yeah’ ‘There is something I wanted to ask you before we went to meet the others’ ‘Okay what is it’ ‘ummm….. I was wondering if you would go out with me? Like on a proper date’ ‘Yes I would like that’ ‘Okay I will well unfortunatly it won’t be able to be for another couple of weeks but when I have the break from tour I will come up and take you on a date sorry it cant be sooner’ ‘Babe its fine have you already forgot that I’m still a fan I know your on tour and you have a lot with work and I have college anyway so its fine we will sort something out’ Marvin came over and smiled before pulling Chloe in and kissing her passsionatley. ‘Come on you we better get going Emma is always on time’ ‘One more kiss and she’s with Aston hes always late’ he mumbled against her lips as they walked out of the hotel room with their fingers entwined.

Part 11

Emma POV

‘Ha well I would say yes aslong as it was just a date and nothing else but I know that you are busy and things like that so I wouldnt expect you……..’ I replied but before I could finish what I was saying he pushed his lips onto mine. An explosion of fireworks went off in my head and I got butterflies in my stomach my suspisions after 4 years were finally confirmed he WAS hotter than in person and an amazing kisser. I pulled away as I knew that we could never be together I just sat there in a complete day dream before Aston snapped me out of it

Aston POV

‘Babe whats wrong?’ I asked as she pulled away and went into a daydream, ‘Oh nothing’ ‘So can I take that as a yes?’ ‘No sorry you can’t it would never work I just cant sorry’ she said not looking directly in my eyes I knew there was something up so I took her hands into mine ‘It will work we can make it work I know your a fan so you’ve read all the stories that the press have written about me but I’m not like that I promise you’ I said looking into her eyes so she knew how much I meant it there was something about this girl that was special and I didn’t want to loose her. She just sighed and put her head back before saying, ‘It’s not just that its everything and with my life and yours it just won’t be your life is hectic and unpredictable I need something stable I have baggage it’s not so simple for me I can’t just suddenly decide to date a pop star my life doesn’t work like that.’ She said as the tears started rolling down her face I rubbed them with my thumb and pulling her into a hug and whispered in her ear, ‘I didn’t mean to make you upset I just really like you but if you don’t want this then we can be friends’ She pulled away wiping her tears away, ‘yes I would like that I just can’t be in a relationship not just right now I don’t want to tell you right now but maybe as our friendship grows I will tell you’ ‘Okay come on you freshen up then we can go’

Part 12

Abi POV

‘Can I just say you are looking very nice tonight’ Oristé said hugging of us, ‘Thank you, not looking too bad youself’ I replied who was I kidding that guy had huge amounts of Swagg we just lingered in the embrace for a while before quickly grabbing our shots we did about 20 very quickly and shaking our heads whilst doing them (for people who don’t know if you shake your head when drinking alcohol especially shots it goes to your head straight away/quickly) before I had Reesh’s arms snaking around my waist so I turned around to face him and we started making out before making our way to the corner our lips not parting for a minute. As we pulled apart after about 10 minutes and Reesh keep kissing my neck before kissing me again. He them mumbled against my lips, ‘Wanna get out of here?’ I nodded my head and grabbed his hand and ran towards the table to tell Erin that we were going back to our room. We managed to stumble our way over to the Travel lodge there were tonnes of paps out there but we were so drunk we didn’t care about it. After searching around in my bag for the key for about 10 minutes we stumbled into the room shutting the door behind us no longer had I shut the door I found myself and Reesh making our way to the bedroom with our lips not parting until we led on the bed heavily making out. As we pulled apart I whispered in his ear,’ Give me two minutes to freshen up’ winking at him before going into the bathroom. When I went back into the bedroom I found Reesh passed out on the bed so I got in under the covers and pulled it over us and going to sleep

The next morning ………..

Reesh POV

I woke up in a hotel room not recognising it I look around then got my phone out checking the time and seeing a text from Ast asking us if me and Abi wanted to meet everyone else for breakfast. It all came flooding back to me as I heard the door open from the bathroom and Abi came out I just smiled, ‘Morning’ she said coming in and siting back on the bed ‘Morning’ I replied ‘So babe you know what happened last night?’ ‘Yes’ she replied blushing a little I couldn’t help but notice ‘Well I was thinking about it and I really liked it and I really like you so I was wondering if you would be my girlfriend?’ I asked ‘YES!’ she practically screamed in my ear before kissing me sweetly ‘Yay. Okay I am going to grab a shower and get changed then we can go and meet the rest for breakfast’ Once we were ready we walked out the room hand in hand to go and meet the others.

Erin POV

Once me and the girls had said hello to the boys we all split up with the guys again like earlier the banter between me and JB started straight away we just clicked. We both decided not to have any more drinks (alcoholic) after the second round as we both realised that the rest of them were hitting the drinks pretty hard tonight and we both agreed that we would feel guilty if anything was to happen to any of them after about an hour Abi came over to us and whispered in my ear, ‘If I was you I wouldn’t come back tonight’ I nodded and bit my lip trying not to laugh until they had gone. As soon as they went I burst out with laughter JB just looked at me like I was mad ,’Whats so funny he asked’ ‘Oh nothing just something Abi said’ ‘Do I want to know?’ JB said laughing too now I shook my head before we carried on bantering as the night went on we both started to yawn. ‘Wanna go?’ JB asked seeing me yawn I nodded my head before realising what Abi said to me earlier in the evening, ‘I would but I don’t exactly want to go back to my room tonight if you get my drift.’ ‘Yeah I understand come on you can come back to my hotel I guess Reesh wont be wanting his bed tonight’ he replied laughing lightly as we got up and said bye to everyone well Ast and Emma were the only ones left and they looked as if they had no intention of stop partying any time soon LOL.

The next morning ………

JB POV
I enjoyed last night so much I get on with Erin so much actually we all got on with each other but me and Erin just clicked. I got up before her so I woke up and made us both a brew to wake us up a bit then replied to a text Ast sent me asking us to breakfast with the rest of the gang I said yes we would go. I took the tea into Erin leaving it on the side as she was now in the shower I drank my tea before getting ready myself. I got ready and me and Erin just sat down and continued talking until we needed to go and meet the others. We kept telling me all about herself and her life I had to resist the urge to kiss her quite a few times. I really wanted to go ask her out I’m just worried about the age gap I mean shes only just turned 18 shes so young but we just get on so well I think I’m gonna have to see how it goes from here we exchanegd numbers earlier so that we can carrying on talking after we go later on this afternoon to carry on with our tour.

Part 13

‘Is there something you for need to tell us?’ Erin said looking at JB who was trying to not laugh as Marvin and Chloe and Reesh and Abi came in holding each other hands. ‘Well take a guess’ Chloe said sarcastically ‘but we will tell you when Emma and Ast get here’ ‘Told you they would be late babe’ Marvin said high fiving the boys. As Marvin and the boys were high fiving each other Emma and Aston came in and they all ordered what they wanted for breakfast before shuffling around so the girls were sat on one side and the boys on the other. They all started to have their own conversations between the girls and the boys but they all knew that they would be talking to each other about what had happened the night before.

Convo between the girls

‘So why were you and Aston late today?’ Chloe asked raising her eyebrow slightly causing all the girls to laugh, ‘You know what Aston is like he had to do his hair’ Emma lied not wanting to tell the girls what really happened as you would bring up the baggage that Emma wasn’t ready for the guys especially Aston to know about not yet anyway. Emma had to bite down on her lip to stop her from crying as she really wanted to let Aston take her on a date but she couldn’t go seeing this Chloe mouthed, ‘tell me later’ causing Emma to nod before Chloe changed the subject to get it off Emma and Aston, ‘So what did you and Reesh do last night Abi? you seemed in a bit on a rush’ Abi started blushing before replying, ‘We didn’t do anything we both ended up passing out on the beds but this morning he asked me to be his girlfriend’ causing all the girls the scream with excitement, ‘but I’m not the only one dating a member of JLS now am I Chloe?’ Abi said taking some of the pressure off her and onto Chloe as she smiled sweetly at her and Chloe started going deep red. ‘You didn’t?’ Emma asked ‘We did’ she replied going almost scarlet which caused them all to scream again. ‘So what happened with you and JB last night? You really seemed to be hitting it off last night’ Emma asked Erin, ‘erggh I don’t know we really get on and I really like him but its almost like he has instantly put me in the friends zone’ Erin replied in a hushed tone so that the boys didn’t hear, ‘It will be fine he like you trust me’ Abi said smiling at and the other girls nodded as the breakfast was served.

Convo between the boys

‘So you and Abi last night were getting cozy’ Aston said to Reesh, ‘Yeah well I can get close to my girlfriend can’t I? but nothing happened if that’s what you were getting at Ast’ Reesh replied simply ‘What happened Bruv lost all your swagg?’ Jb asked laughing,’No we both passed out when we got back to the room’ Reesh said laughing. ‘What about you and Chloe you were getting extremely close in that DJ booth’ Reesh said turning to Marvin, ‘Well what can I say she is extremely sexy and I don’t have much self control’ Marvin replied with a grin from ear to ear as he replayed last nights events in his head. ‘What about you and Emma Ast? You have made it no secret that you fancy the pants off her since yesterday morning’ Marvin said ‘Yeah well we stayed up all night talking then fell asleep on the sofa. I asked her out but she shot me down I kissed her in attempt to win her over but she kept talking about baggage that she had’ ‘What baggage?’ JB asked ,’I have no idea she said she would tell me when she knows me more I’ve agreed to be friends with her but I don’t want to be in the friend zone’ Aston said a little disheartened. ‘Don’t worry I’m there too I mean I really like Erin I’m just worried about how young she is’ JB said before Reesh said ’Go for it its the same for me and Abi and Marv and Chloe you can’t help who you go for’ ‘Ooooohhhh food’ Aston interrupted as the breakfast was served.

Part 14

They were all bantering all through breakfast and once they had all finished Emma got a bbm – So we gonna tell them? Cxx she replied back – Yeah go for it Exx. ‘So we have some news for you lot’ Emma said and nodded at Chloe for her to tell them, ‘So me and Emma are moving to London in a weeks time’ Chloe sqweeled ‘What? Wait Why? Your gonna be closer to me now babe’ Marvin said ‘I know’ Chloe said. ‘Well we got a job here and the pay is so much better and they pay for our house for the first three years of our contract’ Emma explained ‘WOW you have a good deal going on there’ Reesh replied ‘Yeah we couldn’t believe it when we got the job offer its unreal’ Chloe said smiling ‘So where you two going to be working then?’ Aston asked genuinely interested ‘Movida’ Chloe replied ‘and no Ast its not dancing or anything like that before you get any ideas we are the new event managers so we work there during teh day with the odd night here and there’ Emma swiftly continued ‘Aww was hoping to see you in a sexy dress again’ Aston said pouting. ‘Well done you two’ Abi said giving them both a hug. ’OMG thats amazing is you know who coming too?’ Erin asked ‘Yeah’ ‘Whos you know who?’ Aston asked confuzzled. Emma didn’t reply ‘Boyfriend? Brother? Another friend?’ Aston kept guessing Emma looked at her phone avoiding the question when a bbm conversation came up…….

BBM convo

C – Your going to have to tell him he’s gonna find out soon enough

E – I know I’m just scared

Er – He really likes you Emma it won’t change his opinion of you

A – Shes right and if it does we are gonna have to beat him up

E – They are all gonna think i’m a right slag

C- No they wont come on don’t leave him hanging

A – We are all here for you

Chloe has left the conversation

Erin has left the conversation

Abi has left the conversation

‘Emma go on’ Chloe whispered in her ear squeezing her hand for support. ‘Okay I will tell you. You know earlier when I was talking about how I wouldn’t go out with you because of my baggage?’ Emma started ‘Yeah what about it?’ Aston asked confused. ‘Well it comes in the form of an 11 month year old girl called Lilly Mae’ Emma managed to get out before the tears became too much for her and she burst into the toilets running away from it all…………………

Part 15

Chloe got up to go and see Emma but Aston put his arm out to stop her, ‘Let me go please’ ‘Okay aslong as you promise not to hurt her she really wasn’t ready to tell you we only found out a couple of weeks ago’ Chloe said ‘I won’t I promise’ Aston said before running into the toilets after her.

Aston POV

I went into the ladies toilets not caring if anyone else was in there I just needed to make sure Emma was okay. I went int lukily no one else was in there apart from her I went to teh end toilet where I could hear sniffles coming from and knocked on the door. ’Emma…. Emma…..Babe’ I said softly but still no reply, ‘Please open up babe I want to know your okay’ ‘No just leave me alone Aston’ Emma said between sniffles. ‘Come on open up it will be okay I promise everyone is behind you just come back out please……. we’re all worried about you’ I heard shuffling towards the door and the toilet lock slowley becoming unlocked. She opened it her eyes were all red from where she had been crying so much when teh door finally opened I just pulled her into a hugbecause I knew thats what she really needed right now.

Emma POV

I opened the toilet door and I got pulled into a hug by Aston and it just started all again the tears came streaming out, ‘shhhh…. come on shhh don’t cry I hate seeing girls cry especially not ones as beautiful as you’ he whispered trying to dry my tears with his thumb. ‘You probably think I’m a right slag 18 with a nearly 1 year old daughter’ I whispered into his chest, ‘ay ay ay ay enough of that talk no one thinks your a slag I know where you’re coming from my Mum had me at a young age I know it isn’t easy’ the sound of Aston’s voice calmed me right down the tears had practically stopped now ‘Thank you Aston’ I said giving him another hug before trying to sort out my make up as mascara had ran all down my face. ‘You ready to go out yet?’ Aston said once I had sorted my self out, ‘Give me one more minute and I’ll be ready’ Aston came over and gave my another hug before giving me a sweet kiss on the lips. Before he could pull away I started kissing him back more passionatly him swiftly slipping in his tongue as I return teh favour. By the time we had pulled away my hands were around his neck and his hand were around my waist. ‘Now how about that date when we are both in London?’ he asked ‘I’m sure Chloe wouldn’t mind looking after Lilly Mae if you don’t want to I understand but there is something about you Emma that I really like. So what you say?’ I just nodded my head with a huge smile on my face I couldn’t get over how calm he was over the fact that I had a daughter. I checked myself in the mirror one time before we walked back out linking fingers.

Part 16

‘So whats happening here?’ Chloe asked as Emma and Aston walking back in holding hands. ‘Nothing just two friends holding hands for support isn’t that right babe?’ Aston said smirking, ‘Thats just Ast’ Emma continued as they both tried not to laugh as they both sat down at the table. ‘You okay now?’ Reesh asked braking the awkward silence as no-one wanted to be the first one to speak. ‘Yeah it all got a bit much I mean its just I didn’t want any of you to think any different of me.’ Emma said trying not to cry again as Aston sqweezed her in a hug tightly. They all quickly reassured her that they it didn’t change their opinions of her. ‘So what time to you have to go babe?’ Abi asked Reesh as they all finished off their breakfast ‘Umm about 30 minutes time’ Reesh replied.’We better get going boys’ JB said looking at the rest of the boys ‘Aww do we have to?’ Aston said whining ‘Yes we do Bruv but don’t worry you will see your girls very soon’ ‘Come on we will walk you back to your hotel and wave you off’ Erin said and Chloe and Abi nodded in agreement. ‘You coming Emma?’ Chloe asked as Emma just looked down avoiding the question. ‘Yeah you have to wave me off babe’ Aston said pulling her up from the table as the boys settled the bill as they insisted that they paid. ‘Ummmm actually I need to get my train back too see Lilly as my Mum can only look after her until 12’ Emma said quietly. ‘Its okay babe I’ll drive you there now lets grab our things then I’ll drop you off’

Chloe POV

I’m so glad me and Marvin are getting together now even though we have only known each other for just over 24 hours last night was amazing. I’m still a bit worried about Emma and everything getting too much for her with Lilly and us moving to London shes been through so much the past year especially. I’m glad we are moving to London together its going to be a fresh start for the both of us.

Erin POV

All through breakfast everyone else was all lovey dovey even Aston and Emma even though at that point they weren’t together I really wanted to ask JB out but I don’t know he always seems like he wants us to just be friends. I’m hoping that as we all hang out more especially with the otherthree all together now that we will move past the friend stage I just don’t want to risk anything and ruin it because we do get on so well.

Abi POV

I’m so excited that Emma and Chloe is going to be in London now its going to be amazing we can all hang out a lot more not just talking on bbm, texting calling and twitter its going to be so much fun.

Part 17

‘Thanks for the lift Ast there was no need honestly I could have got a taxi’ Emma said as they pulled up to the Train Station. ‘It was no problem I wanted to plus I couldn’t do this’ Aston replied kissing her ‘hmmmm true’ Emma said on his lips as she kissed him back. ‘Right I have to go now or I will miss my train’ ‘Okay can I ask you one thing’ ‘Sure quickly’ ‘Okay I just wanted to check that you were definatley on for our date when were back in. London’ ‘Yes’ I said ‘Good then are you free two weeks on Friday’ ‘I think so will check that Chloe isn’t doing anything so she can babysit Lilly’ ‘Okay I will see you when were back in London’ ‘Okay see you then good luck with the rest of the tour’ ‘Thanks babe will text you later’ They gave each other one last quick kiss before Emma walked off into the train station.

Back at home…………..

‘So how was it?’ Emma’s mum asked as they sat down on the sofa. ‘Really good thanks it was nice to go out and enjoy myself. Don’t get me wrong I would not change anything with Lily at all but it was nice to just have some time to myself.’ Emma said as she smiled to herself as she got a text from Aston Hope you got home okay babes will try and call you during the week Ast xxx she instantly replied I did thanks got home about 10 mins ago smash it tonight Emma xxx Emma’s thoughts were interupted by Emma’s Mum continuing the conversation on, ‘So who you texting?’ ‘What… No one special why?’ ‘Emma I know that smile of yours who is he?’ ‘Okay if you must know its Aston’ ‘Yeah come on Emma who is it really? Chloe? Erin? Abi?’ ‘Honestly Mum its Aston’ she said showing her the text ‘How did you get his number then?’ Emma ended up explaining everything to her Mum about the previous day ‘Right okay but I don’t get it’ Emma’s Mum said, ‘What do you mean?’ ‘Well I don’t get why you are acting like you don’t have any resposibilities’ ‘No I am he knows about Lily’ ‘YOU TOLD HIM ABOUT LILY?!’ her Mum shouted at her ‘Yes I did not that its any buisness of yours’ ‘HOW IS IT NOT MY BUISNESS’ ‘Shes my daughter not yours and I told him because we ae going on a date and I wanted to if things go well on this date of ours or even if we end up just friends he will find out sooner or later’ ‘YOUVE ONLY KNOWN HIM TWO MINUTES EMMA’ ‘MUM I KNOW THAT STOP YELLING AT ME LILY IS ASLEEP IN HER ROOM AND I DON’T NEED HER WAKING UP’ Emma coudn’t help but scream back as Lily stated crying ‘Great see what you’ve done now?’ Emma said getting up ‘Who me?’ ‘yes you Mum now just go I don’t really want to see you right now’ ‘Why because you know that I’m right?’ ‘MUM just go please’ Emma’s Mum got up grabbed her stuff and stormed out the house slamming the front door behind her as Emma went into Lilys room picked and picked her up, ‘Shhhhh ….shhhhhh its okay Mummys here’ she kept repeating as she rocked Lily trying to get her back to sleep with tears rolling down her face all she could think was ‘Is she right?’

Part 18

Skipping a week forward to when Emma, CHloe and Lily are moving in together.

‘Thanks for the help girls couldn’t have done without you’ Chloe said as she came in with a bottle of white wine and four glasses as Emma had just put Lily down for the night. ‘Well we could have but it wouldn’t have been as much fun’ Emma said laughing as the each took a glass of wine and started having a proper catch up over the past week as with Abi and Erin back at work and Chloe and Emma moving in they hadn’t really had time to catch up after a few hours Abi said, ‘Right I better get going early shift tomorrow’ ‘Yeah me and all’ Erin said as they both got up and grabbed their things and made their way to the front door, ‘Okay text you during the week and thanks again’Emma said shutting the door behind them before walking through the living room to go upstairs and mouthed ‘night’ to Chloe as she was on the phone to Marvin.

’Wait babe I’ve got to go…. yeah speak tomorrow……night babe’ before hanging out. ‘Right you sit down there now’ CHloe ordered as she poured them another glass of wine ‘Whats all this about?’ Emma asked sitting down taking the glass of wine, ‘I’m not stupid Emma whats going on? There is something bugging you or playing on your mind what is it?’ ‘Ummm… what?’ ‘See thats exactly why I’m asking you’ve been distant all night well all day to be honest with you’ ‘Sorry nothing big just a bit worried about everything’ ‘What do you mean everything?’ Chloe asked topping up both their glasses ,’Everything moving here, new job but mainly leaving Lily for such a long time on a regular basis I have been there all day most of them time’ ‘Aww babes come here’ Chloe said getting up and giving her a hug, ‘Lily will love it a nursery, it will be hard the first few weeks for you as much as it will for Lily and she will make friends.’ ‘Yeah I suppose’ Emma smiled weakly before saying, ‘Right I’m going off to bed now after checking on Lily don’t want to be late on our first day’ ‘Yeah won’t be far behind you just need to tidy up this a bit night’ ‘Yeah night thanks aswell Chloe’ ‘No problem you know I’m here for you’ ‘Yeah you too’

Chloe POV

I’m so excited about tomorrow new job…… we’ve moved in ….. things are going well with Marv.. I just have this feeling that moving to London and getting this job is going to be the start of something big. I was worried about Emma earlier she didn;t really talk much which is so unlike her. I’m glad I talked to her though don;t want her bottling it all up and it getting to her. It’s sweet how shes so worried about leaving Lily but I see where she is coming from its a big thing for a Mother to almost let go of their child slightly even if it is just for going to nursery.

Emma POV

After everyone had gone Chloe talked to me about how she knew something was up if only she knew the half of it. Yes what I told her was true but its not everything, I mean I’m still not talking to my Mum but it keeps going round in my head is it really the best thing for my Daughter? Its a big thing and she starts recognising people now at her age I dunno if its best to bring a man into my life right about now. I mean yes me and Aston did get on amazingly well and that kiss did give me fireworks and I have butterflies just thinking about it arggghhhh why is this so difficult?

Part 19

‘So whats happening with you and Emma Ast?’ Marvin asked as they were sat on the tour bus on their way to Manchester after an After Party so they were at some stage of tipsy at this point. ‘I dunno Bruv seriously we really got on that night and that kiss was just WOW and I’m not just saying that I really felt something’ ‘You soppy git’ Reesh slurred ‘Argh fuck off Bruv you can’t talk you and Abi are in constant communication you are a couple like Chloe and Marv but meh I dunno it complicated’ Aston continued looking at the questioning faces of JB, Marv and Reesh ‘She has a kid if we get in a relationship its not just us we would have to worry about it would be Lily as well I mean it doesn’t bother me but I think it might bother Emma’ ‘At least you have got somewhere with Emma whether it works out or not I can’t even ask Erin out I’m in the bloody friends zone ’ JB said half trying to make Aston feel better half feeling sorry for himself that he hadn’t acted on his feelings that night in Wales. ‘Right you two stop moping around. Aston you are going to go out with Emma on that date and will forget about any worries you or she might have and enjoy the night she will tell you if she doesn’t want anything to happen. As for you JB if I go by anything that Chloe says than you are not in the friends zone she just thinks shes in yours now go text her or something don’t want a downer on this tour’ Marvin said stepping in ‘Yeah you tell them Bruv no tour depression plus we see them in like a weeks time anyway’ Reesh shouted from his bunk clearly he had been half listening to their conversation after he walked out half way through to speak to Abi on the phone.

JB POV

After we had our conversation between us four well three mainly we decided to play a few games on FIFA which Ast won I wasn’t really concentrating really I just kept thinking about what Marvin said to me “if I go by anything that Chloe says than you are not in the friends zone she just thinks shes in yours” with that I decided to go to my bunk and text her——-

J- Hey babe you still awake? xx

E – Yeah just reading my book in bed why? xx

J- Just wondering :) how are you? xx

E – Good thanks you? xx

J- Yeah good xx

E- Good have a good show and party? xx

J – Show was amazing as always but after party was okay I suppose xx

E – Why was it only okay? xx

J- Not that same without you xx

Okay I decided to send that to test the waters see whether she would respond I knew if she did then Marv was definitely telling the truth if not ….. well I dunno lets hope not

Erin POV

I just read it over and over again I didn’t know what to respond I didn’t want to say something then looking like a complete twat getting the wrong end of the stick I decided to leave it and ask the girls about it but before I could do that I got another text come through ——-

J- Babe you still there? xx

E – Yeah sorry didn’t know what to put xx

J – Its okay I meant it though really enjoyed that night xxx

E – Yeah me too we should do it again sometime xx

J – What like a date? ;) xx

E – I dunno maybe xx

J – Okay we will have to see what we can do when I’m back in London xx

E – Sounds good anyway I’m off now night xx

J – Night babe xx

Part 20

Emma POV

Today was my first day at work it wasn’t going too bad I suppose I mean Chloe wasn’t working today so she said that she would look after Lily which made it not as bad and she was coming to meet me for lunch with her apart from when we went to Cardiff this is the longest since she’s been born that I’ve been apart from her. As I was just about to go on my lunch break my mobile went off I looked at it Ast calling came up I pressed accept trying to put all my insecurities behind me.

’Hello?’ ‘Hey babe how are you?’ ‘Good thanks you?’ ‘Yeah good thanks’ ‘soo what causes you to call?’ Emma asked after a minutes silence ‘oh yeah two things firstly we still on for our date next Friday?’ ‘Yeah Chloe said she’ll be fine with Lily’ ‘Good I’m looking forward to it’ ‘yeah me too’ ‘Glad to hear and secondly I’m bored’ ‘why does that not surprise me?’ Emma replied laughing slightly ’ OI no fair its not my fault the boys are in the bunks nursing their hangovers’ ‘ha lightweights’ ‘I know right that’s what I said they’re not hard core partiers like us hey babe’ ‘Totally now what are we going to do about your boredom?’ ‘I dunno but can I ask you something random? Aston asked ‘Okay’ ‘I was led in bed the other night and I realised when we played 20 questions I never asked you if you had any tattoos’ ‘Oh yeah I do’ ‘Oh really?’ Aston asked in a husky voice ‘yeah but you will have to work to get it out of me where they are and what they are of’ emma replied cheekily ‘You just wait until I see you’ ‘Oh perfect timing Chloes here got to go now bye’ ‘Okay have a good day babe’

The rest of the day went fast after Lunch I had been rushed off my feet trying to get everything ready for some WAGs party in the club tonight. As soon as the clock struck 6 I was out of there quicker than anyone else I couldn’t wait to go home and see Lily I also promised I would call my Dad to let him know how everything was going here even though Im still not talking to Mum since our argument after I came back from Cardiff. After my conversation with Aston and a little flirting I know I have to go on this date because I really want to I really felt something when we kissed and if it goes well then we can sort out things from there but we haven’t even had our first date so I just need to concentrate on getting that out the way now.

‘I’m home’ I shouted as I walked through the door as I unlocked it and slumped my stuff on the table going into the living room to see a note on the table I knew before reading it was from Chloe from the writing I picked it up reading it Gone to get some dinner for us will be back in 10 C and L xx No longer had I read it there was a knock at the door as I opened it and took in the vase of flowers from the delivery man. I put them on the kitchen work top before reading the card with Emma on it before turning it over to reading it Hope you had a good first day at work will have to come and check up on your work soon ;) Didn’t think I would forget did you? :P Can’t wait til Friday :D Ast xxx I couldn’t help letting out an ‘Awwww’ out before getting out and composing a new text to Ast Thanks for the flowers they are lovely Em xxx I got an instant reply No problem babe glad you liked them though you would like something to come back to :) Ast xxx

Here is the first 20 parts I will be uploading the rest hopefully by the end of the week  defo by when I next post which is Friday. As always feedback on here or tweet me @JLSFANFICS_AOMJ Emma x

Part 21

Chloe POV
Today was so much fun looking after Lily she really was no trouble at all and to be completly honest it was a must needed distraction and I really needed to talk to Emma about it when she got back from work because I knew the longer I leave it the harder it is going to be to deal with it. When I came back from the shops with Lily I saw the flowers in the kitchen and read the card aww Aston was so sweet I honestly hope it all works out with all of us as it would be amazing two lots of four best friends all coupling up it would be so nice. As the night went on I got more and more nervous about talking to Emma. I hadn’t really said much all evening I was just keeping myself to myself eating my tea before having a long relaxing bath before going back downstairs and making us both a hot chocolate as Emma put Lily to bed.

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They both sat down on the sofas taking a sip of their hot chocolate not one of them wanting to speak first so after a couple of minutes of awkward silence Emma put her mug down on the coffee table and spoke. ‘Okay we are going to do this the hard way or the easy way. So either you are going to tell me whats on your mind now or we can sit here until 3 in the morning and you can tell me but baring in mind you have work tomorrow at 9 I guess we go for the easy option. No matter whats going on you can tell me like I told you yesterday you know you can tell me anything what are best friends more?’ Emma finished having another sip of her drink and looked at Chloe who had moved to the corner of the sofa and had pulled her knees up to her chest and started crying softly. ‘ay whats all this about?’ Emma asked concerned getting up sitting next to her and pulled her into a hug. ‘Come on I’m sure its nothing we can’t solve’ she continued ‘I… I…..I just…. don’t…. know… what …to do Emma’ Chloe managed to get out in between cries. ‘Come on you can tell me whats wrong?’ ‘I’m late’ Chloe quickly got out before bursting into tears as the were falling hard now. ‘Okay well we can deal with this I’ve been here don’t forget first things first you need to take a pregnancy test we don’t want to get to far of ourselves. I have one upstairs do you want to take it now?’ Emma said calmly still hugging Chloe trying to comfort her as Chloe nodded her head. ‘Right come on then lets go upstairs and no matter what happens I’m here for you.’

They both went upstairs and Emma got her spare pregnancy test that she always had since she found out about Lily and left Chloe to take the test. Chloe did what she needed to do before coming into the room a little more calm than before. ‘Can you look with me?’ Chloe had asked after 2 minutes had passed ‘Yeah of course’ they both got up and made their way to the test and looked at it ‘PREGNANT’ was the results and Chloe started crying again as Emma swiftly pulled her into a tight her. ‘It will be okay Chloe no matter what happens I will be here for you but you need to tell Marvin. I’m guessing the baby is his?’ ‘Yeah’ ‘Okay well when they come back next week you need to tell him you need to make a decision together.’ ‘Okay thanks Emma I think I need to go and sleep now and get my head around everything I will see you in the morning’ ‘Okay night babes but remember everything will be okay.’ Emma smiled slightly back at her before getting ready for bed herself.

Part 22

Aston POV
I am so excited for today it was the start of our mini-break from tour I was so hyper on excitement I was up at 8am I know right whats up with that? No one else was up so I decided to load up twitter and DM some fans to pass the time before having a quick look down the timeline seeing the word tattoo and automatically reading the tweet Getting my new tattoo today FINALLY then looking to see whos tweet it was just in case I knew them or whatever and saw it was Emma’s tweet. I swear this girl gets more perfect for me every day with this I decided to text her So whats this about a new tattoo? Ast xx PS Looking forward to tonight ;) After about half an hour I still hadn’t got a reply normally I would start getting worried that she wasn’t interested or something had happened to her but I just thought she would be with Lily. Its weird if someone told me I would end up going on a date with an 18 year old JLSter who already has a daughter tonight I would have though someone was having a laugh but its different with Emma its just hard to explain its weird but a good weird. Every time I thought about Lily though I wanted to know more after that morning at Breakfast when she broke down I didn’t really ask any more questions I always asked Emma how she was etc but nothing about her Dad and what the situation was with him. I wanted to know in a way so I knew the situation as I really hope we can have a relationship if this date goes well but I don’t want to ask her about it. Firstly because I don’t want her to think that I’m being rude and poking my nose in her business, secondly because I didn’t want to make her cry it breaks my heart seeing any girl cry especially someone who I am really beginning to care for. I was really hoping she would enjoy our date I had it all planned out so that I would pick her up from hers at 8 so that she could put Lily to bed then I had booked a area of Tempo (Italian restaurant on Mayfair) I know Mayfair may seem a bit to posh for a first date but I really wanted to make a good impression. I had already called the restaurant and they had agreed to let us through the kitchen so that we could avoid the paparazzi. I honestly hoped she was looking forward to it as much as I am.

Emma POV

I was in such as rush this morning with Lily and getting ready for her going to her nursery visit I had totally forgot to check my phone when I got up. So once I had dropped Lily off I checked my phone then deciding to do some housework to get my mind off being away from Lily. I had ones new text from Aston I opened it and read it So whats this about a new tattoo? Ast xx PS Looking forward to tonight ;) I chuckled to myself before replying Ha maybe? What are you my stalker? ;) Yeah Im looking forward to tonight too, Sorry for the late reply was taking Lily to nursery Emxxx It then clicked that he must have seen my tweet that I did in the early hours of this morning before I dozed back to sleep. Twitter is the perfect stalking device haha are you okay? Reli? Astxxx Aww he was so cute he knew how I was feeling about putting Lily in nursery with that I replied realising I really wanted this to go somewhere and I was gonna put it on the line and ask him to meet Lily today. I had been thinking about it for the past few days really and I had come to the decision that if someone is going to be in my life that they have to accept and meet Lily too. We come as a pair. With this thought I replied to Aston’s text Its hard ngl but its getting easier :) Anyway I was wondering if you would like to Lily I understand if you don’t want to but if anything goes further I really do want you to meet her Emxxx I press send before I could fully think about what I had just asked him much to my suprise I got a reply instantly Yeah I would love that babe Astxxx Im so glad you agreed it really means a lot what time do you get back to London? Em xxx Umm about half an hour :D and I feel honoured to have the chance to meet her Ast xx Well I’m getting my tattoo in an hours time then getting Lily how about you just come round about 7 then you can meet her then I can put her to bed then we can go from mine/. Emx xx Sounds good really excited to meet her :D What you getting for your tattoo then? Astxxx Nice try Ast what did I tell you the other week? ;) Emxx * I will find out tonight whether you like it or not anyway I’m back now :D Will see you two later good luck with the tat Astxxx* Okay and thanks Emxxx

Man I was being so cheeky with him but I can’t help it we are just flirty with each other I guess we were from the first time we met I guess and we haven’t stopped. I quickly tided up the house before going to the tattoo parlour and getting my tattoo done I decided to get one that I had wanted for ages. I had Lily-Mae and 06-04-11 tattooed on my left shoulder blade not going to lie it looked so nice and now I have a piece of Lily everywhere I go (Heres the tattoo just change name/D.O.B https://th07.deviantart.net/fs70/PRE/i/2011/064/0/a/name_tattoo___jathilicious_by_cylena-d3aym1z.jpg )

Part 23

Emma POV
Once I had got my tattoo finished I went to pick up Lily from her nursery visit. She really enjoyed it and only cried for about 5 minutes which relaxed me a lot and I knew it would make it easier for the both of us when I had to drop her off next week so she can start properly when I go to work. I mean Chloe has been amazing with Lily but I need to get her into a routine but I don;t have any worries about leaving her with Chloe like tonight. Ahhh I was so excited Aston was going to meet Lily hopefully that would go well then we’re going on our date. Its funny because even though when I’m with Aston, talking to him or texting etc to him I see him as Aston but every now and again I get these moments that I have to snap myself out of where I totally fangirl over the whole situation because all I want to do is scream at the top of my lungs ‘I’M GOING ON A DATE WITH ASTON FRICKING MERRYGOLD’ hey don’t blame me I’m still a fan ;) Although I was looking forward to tonight I was worried about Chloe because I knew that Marvin was coming round to ours tonight and she was going to tell him. It has been playing on her mind all week I could just tell she was being distracted all the time at work and just go into a day dream at home. I just hoped Marvin would take it as well as Chloe is.

Once I had got home it was 5pm so I had a couple of hours to get myself nearly ready and Lily ready for bed before Aston comes round. Lily was quite tired so I thought I would put her down for a quick nap whilst I had a shower. Before putting her in her play pen whilst I did my hair and making putting my onesie on as I didn’t want to ruin my dress when I fed Lily. WhenI woke Lily she wasn’t to happy with me because I knew she wanted to sleep so she was being quite clingy to Chloe but I knew that if she would have had a longer nap she wouldn’t sleep properly and Chloe didn’t need that as well as the stress of telling Marvin.

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Aston had turned up and was wearing this https://www.google.co.uk/imgres?hl=en&biw=1366&bih=673&gbv=2&tbm=isch&tbnid=oOt9okAm4D18UM:&imgrefurl=https://www.sugarscape.com/node/688796&docid=iHGfssYBLSL94M&imgurl=https://images.sugarscape.com/userfiles/image/jan2012/Beth/astonandoritsejls.jpg&w=425&h=500&ei=zyipT7mRBdTN4QS66sHQCQ&zoom=1&iact=rc&dur=345&sig=111387826275718318783&page=1&tbnh=144&tbnw=125&start=0&ndsp=22&ved=1t:429,r:18,s:0,i:110&tx=60&ty=82

Chloe answered the door as Emma was feeding Lily and let him in before showing him into the kitchen where Emma and Lily were before going up to her room. Aston came in and sat on the side and waited for Emma to finish cleaning up Lily before getting up and went over to her and gave her a bunch of roses and kissed her on the cheek and saying, ‘hey babe these are for you.’ ‘Thank you I will just put them in a vase’ before looking at Lily and laughing as she had gone all shy and was cuddling into Emma’s chest. ‘Do you want a drink?’ Emma asked ‘No I’m fine thanks’ before they both went and sat down in the living room as Emma introduced him to Lily after about 5 minutes Lily had stopped being all shy and was in hysterics as Aston was pulling funny faces at him. They then just had a normal conversation about how tour was going and reminiscing on that night/day in Cardiff before Chloe came back down asking Emma,’ Do you want me to look after Lily why you go and get dressed?’ ‘Yes please’ she replied ‘I will just be 10 minutes Ast’ ‘Okay no rush babe’ with that Emma handed Lily to Chloe before quickly touching up her make up which was done naturally and checking her hair in the mirror (it was up in a high ponytail with her fringe in a mini quiff) before slipping her dress on (https://www.republic.co.uk/women/dresses/miso-lace-dress-97900/)

Emma walked down the stairs as Aston looked up and muttered something under his breath and started blushing. ‘Aww Ast look at you’ Marvin said laughing as he came in with Chloe. ‘You look amazing Emma’ Aston finally said as she reached the bottom of the stairs’ Don’t look to bad yourself’ Emma replied giving him a cheeky wink before going in the living room followed by Aston quickly introducing Lily to Marvin then saying bye to Lily and checking Chloe was going to be okay with her. ‘Yes I will be fine’ Chloe laughed as Aston and Emma were walking out the door ‘You positive?’ Emma said ‘Yes I’m sure if I have any problems I will call you now just go’ Chloe said laughing before shutting the door and they both got into Aston’s car.

Aston POV

The date went amazingly well tonight and she looked Amazing. The conversation just flowed perfectly not a moment where we weren’t talking. She did explain about how nervous she was about me meeting Lily tonight which I totally understand but she was relaxed about it now I have met her. Lily is such a sweet baby its unreal and her laugh is adorable. On the way home ngl I was gutted that it was the end of the date but we had already decided that we were going on another date soon as we both had a amazing time. All night I swear she was teasing me with her dress because I could see her tattoos which is such a turn on for me as I pulled up on her drive I couldn’t contain the questions any more so I turned to her and asked her, ‘So whats the meaning behind the tattoos?’ I was mainly referring to one she had on the rib cage with the lyrics to proud Now I’m hoping, if you hear this
You believe that all that I do is to make you proud
Make me stronger, so that I rise up She just sat there and laughed ‘Whats so funny?’ I asked laughing with her I couldn’t help it her laugh was just infectious ‘I was waiting all night for you to ask that as I could see you looking at it every now and again. Okay’ This one pointing at the lyrics on her rib cage ‘is for my Uncle and Grandad who died suddenly a couple of years ago then this one (https://th07.deviantart.net/fs70/PRE/i/2011/064/0/a/name_tattoo___jathilicious_by_cylena-d3aym1z.jpg) is the one I had earlier obviously for Lily, I have a heart like yours on your hand on my hip which I had done on my 16th just wanted something small and me and my friends had them to show our love for each other no matter what happens but I’m not showing you that one just yet haha and finally this one (https://www.flickr.com/photos/denise-ann-wells/3822065123/ but in red) referring to the one at the bottom of her hairline on her neck is to show that I truly believe in love’ I was so intrigued by them it was like my tattoos they had meaning behind them. ‘They are so nice meaning behind them as well which I like. Well I have had a really nice time tonight and I am definitely looking forward to our next date’ I said as we walked up to her front door ‘Yeah me too Thanks for tonight Aston’ she replied before giving me a quick sweet kiss on my lips ‘Your welcome’ I said trying not to grin from that kiss ‘Well I better go and relieve Chloe of babysitting duties’ ‘Yeah okay I will text you and maybe we could do something in the week with the others?’ I asked as she opened the door ‘Yeah sounds good night Aston’ she said ‘Night babe’ I called back as she shut the door and I got in my car. God I am really falling for this girl and quick with that thought I went home and went to sleep with a huge smile on my face.

Part 24

Chloe POV

Today was the day that I was dreading but at the same time excited for the boys are back for a week today. I was excited because honestly I missed him a little …. I mean I agreed to be his girlfriend then a couple of hours later he had to go on tour. I guess its something I am going to have to get used to and our unborn child. It has been on my mind all week I simply couldn’t concentrate on anything although I have been looking after Lily a bit more this week which has been a welcome distraction but today there was no distractions. When Aston had arrived I said hi then went leaving them alone as I knew how nervous Emma was about him meeting Lily and how important it was to her so I thought it would be best to leave them to it. To be honest I hated going up in my room because I was juts alone with my thoughts I kept practising how I was going to tell Marvin over and over again *Marvin I’m pregnant …. Marvin we’re having a baby……. Hey I’m knocked up….. So remember that night we slept together yeah we weren’t using protection’ erugh I GIVE UP I just couldn’t find the right way to say it . After a while I realised the time I went downstairs and took Lily for a bit so Emma could finish getting ready the next 10 or so minutes went pretty fast with me and Aston playing with Lily and talking. Although he did make one comment which really got me he told me, ‘Your so good with Lily she clearly loves you like your family’ and I had to bite my to stop the tears. Just before Emma came downstairs I heard the front door go I felt sick with nerves because I knew that it would be Marvin. After Aston and Emma we played with Lily for a bit before she fell asleep in Marvin’s arms. I couldnt help but smile at this I knew that he would be a good Dad if only he knew that he was going to be one sooner than he thought. We both went up and put Lily to bed before I ordered up both pizza. We had chosen to watch Dear John as Marvin admitted he was quite partial to a chick flick if he’s curled up with his girlfriend and I wasn’t complaining so we watched it and ate our pizza about half way through I still hadn’t told him but I suddenly felt like I was going to be sick with that I quickly leapt up and went to the bathroom. Once I had finished being sick and cleaned myself up I turned to see Marvin in the doorway looking at me concerning before coming up to me hugging me and saying, ‘Babe whats up?’ I knew that I couldn’t put off anymore and just came out with it ‘I’m pregnant’ I whispered. After a minutes silence he still hadn’t said anything he was still hugging me so I guess it wasn’t that bad but I couldn’t bare to look at his face until I heard him whisper ‘WOW’ I looked up at him and he had a huge grin on his face surely this was a good sign.

Part 25

Marvins POV

‘I’m pregnant’ she whispered it didn’t sink in straight away I just continued to hug her a thousand thoughts were going round my head but much to my surprise none of them bad I suddenly got really excited. Then I couldn’t say anything I was just so happy I finally managed to whisper ‘WOW’ as a huge grin crept over my face. I knew it was fast as we hadn’t even had our first date but I really felt something for Chloe. It then hit me I think I actually love her its crazy but I honestly do. I saw Chloe look up to me I then sat down on the sofa with Chloe snuggled into my chest I put one arm around her shoulders and one arm on my lap but put my hand on her stomach its crazy to think that our baby was inside of her. ‘So you aren’t mad?’ Chloe asked looking up to me ‘I could never be mad and the women who is carrying my baby’ I replied giving her a quick peck on the lips ‘I was so worried about telling you been worrying it about it all week’ ‘Babe you shouldn’t be worried you should have told me instead of putting stress on yourself and the baby’ ‘I know I’m sorry babe I;m just glad that you want it like me it might be quick but I’m so happy you make me feel like no one else has before’ I couldn;t help but smiling at this point ‘I feel the same way but can I ask you something and you not get mad at me?’ ‘Okay I’m getting worried now Marv what do you want to ask me?’ she said with tears forming in her eyes i hugged her tightly before taking a deep breath in ‘Don;t cry babe its nothing to worry about I just want to make sure it is what you want I know you are still young and we haven’t even told our parents I just don;t want you to feel like you have to do anything for me’ ‘No I want this baby yes its sooner than I planned I couldn’t get rid of our baby we have about 8 months to properly get know each other’ She was right but I would have never forgiven myself if she was only keeping the baby to keep me happy and end up hating me for it. ‘Have you booked a scan yet?’ ‘Yeah the day after you get back from tour I hope that’s okay I just thought it could fit in with your schedule but we can change it if you want’ Chloe said with a hint on panic in her voice ‘Babe calm down its fine I can;t wait already and you might think this is too soon but when you get closer to your due date would you move in with me permanently? I understand if you didn’t want to or think about it but ……’ I was cut off by her lips crushing onto mine. ‘I would love to I couldn’t stand the fact that we were not all together do you think we should confirm our relationship now?’ ‘You sure babe?’ I asked ‘Yeah I;m sure’ she said kissing me on my cheek before handing me her I pad I logged onto our twitter composing a tweet * Okay guys just wanted to let you know I have a girlfriend called Chloe I am very happy please be happy for us Marv x * We then cuddled up on the sofa and started watching a film having odd kisses here and there ngl I really could get used to this. We got about half way through the film before I realised Chloe had fallen asleep so I carefully moved myself away from her and turned the TV off before carrying her to her room. As I carefully pulled the covers over her she began to stir ‘Can you stay with me?’ she asked me ‘Of course I will babe I will just check on Lily for you and write Emma a note telling her we’ve gone to bed’ which I did before going back into her room, stripping down to my boxers and getting into her bed as she snuggled into my chest as we both quietly fell asleep

Part 26

The past week went really fast and it was now the last day before the boys went back on tour. Emma and Aston had been hanging out almost everynight and any spare time they had together. Aston really got on with Lily which made things a lot easier and she was really getting attached to him in only a week. Last night Aston came round to Emma and Chloe’s house and they had a movie night. Well lets just say things got a bit heated after Lily was put to bed and they didn’t watch most of the film ;)

‘Last night was amazing Aston’ Emma said as they cuddled up in bed the next morning thinking about last nights little antics ‘Indeed it was haha there was something I was going to ask you last night before we got distracted’ ‘What was that?’ Emma asked blushing slightly ‘I was wondering if you would be my girlfriend?’ ‘I would love to be your girlfriend Aston’ Emma said kissing him smiling into the kiss ‘Ansaa the only thing is what do you want to do about being in public just worried about Lily’ Aston said cautiously ‘If we are honsest from the start then it can’t come back to haunt us just tell the truth say about Lily at the end of the day they will write something about us no matter what’ ‘If you’re sure I will write a blog now then and you’re so right baby just ignore whatever they say promise me’ ‘I promise and here we go’ Emma said passing him her I pad Aston quickly typed some stuff before saying to Emma ‘how about this?’ showing her the blog he wrote:

*Hey JLSters,

Can’t wait to get back on the road tomorrow this tour is the ansaaa :) Now I just wanted to write something on here before all the papers write something about it. Okay I have some big news I Aston Merrygold have FINALLY found myself a girlfriend called Emma. We have been seeing each other for about a month now and she is amazing. We want to be completly honest with you from the start so yes she is 18 but I don’t care she is amazing and I am happy with her. Also yes she has as daughter who is amazing just like she is. This doesn’t matter to me so it shouldn’t matter to you please don’t hate on us as it will make us both upset. Hope you can be happy for us as we are happy and please ignore any stories that may occur as they are NOT TRUE

Love Always

Ast ;) xxxx *

‘Post it and put a quick thing on twitter and I will do it too’ Emma said as Aston kissed her head before pressing send as Emma tweeted *JLSters please look at Aston’s new blog :) So happy jlsofficial &lt;3 * as Aston tweeted * Has finally got myself a girl :) 1993jlsfan <3 More on blog I have just posted please no hate :) #HappyAst :) Love you still though Axx * ‘Okay there is nothing else we can do now baby just ignore the hate’ Aston said putting the I pad down on his lap as he put his arm back around her as they looked at the messages. There was a lot of hate like Your old enough to be her Dad or What you doing with someone who has a kid there were still some nice ones which they re-tweeted.

Part 27

Morning they leave for tour*

‘Aww I am going to miss you so much baby’ Aston said as they walked towards the tour bus ‘Me too but only a few more weeks left then you will be back’ Emma said smiling at him as she leaned in and gave him a sweet kiss on the lips ‘hmmm I much rather stay here and get those kisses’ Aston mumbled against her lips and he lent in for another one turning it passionate rather quickly as the Marv and JB had said their goodbyes to Chloe and Erin and were already on the bus. Abi didn’t turn up which they all thought was a bit strange as the girls had arranged to have a girly coffee morning as they were all off work and Lily was at nursery. ‘Come on Ast we need to leave’ Marv shouted out of teh tour bus they pulled apart as Aston sighed as they rested their foreheads together ‘hmm I better go’ Aston said biting his lip ‘Suppose but seriously babe you’ve got to stop doing that’ ‘Aww babe but its my thing’ ‘Na thats backflips’ Emma said winking at him ‘Now get on that bus the sooner you go the sooner you can get back’ ‘Okay will call you all the time bye baby’ ‘Bye Ast’ Emma said before they gave each other a quick peck on the lips before Aston ran onto the bus and it went off as the girls started walking to the coffee shop.

‘hmm do you think its a bit weird that Abi didn’t turn up?’ Chloe asked the girls as they walked down the street to Starbucks ‘Yeah it was shes been acting strange all week hasn;t replied to my texts or anything’ Erin said as they walked in ordering their drinks before sitting down. ‘Oh here she is?’ Emma said signalling Abi to come and sit down with them which she did after she had got her drink. ‘Where were you this morning?’ Emma asked once they had all said their hellos ‘I dunno here and there’ ‘Whats going into you recently?’ Erin asked with a bit of pissed off tone in her voice ‘Nothing I just had things to do’ Abi replied with the same tone. ‘Anyway girls I have something to tell you’ Chloe said looking at Emma as they gave each other a small smile ‘I’m pregnant’ she continued resting her hand on her stomach. There was no bump yet but she was only just over two months but no doubt she will start getting one soon. ‘Aww congrats babes you and Marv are going to be great parents’ Erin said leaning over the table hugging her ‘Thanks babe’ ‘Yeah Congrats’ Abi said bluntly before getting up and walking out. Emma ran after her and pulled on her arm ‘What the hell do you think you are doing?’ she said trying to remain calm but she could feel her blood boiling . ‘I’m just pissed off why does she always make it about her?’ ‘NO NO ABI SHE ISNT YOU’VE BEEN ACTING WIERD ALL WEEK NOT REPLYING TO US ALL WEEK LIKE YOU HAVE SOMETHING TO HIDE’ Emma shouted at her really loosing her temper ‘Well maybe I do’ at this point Erin and Chloe had come outside to see what was going on ‘Go on then what you hiding?’ Erin asked trying to take some of the heat off Emma seeing how annoyed she was getting ‘I’m cheating on Reesh there we go I said it’ Abi said as Emma and Erin put their hands over their mouths in complete shock.

Part 28

‘You need to tell him Abi you’re acting like a complete bitch its unfair on him’ Chloe said as the others still stood there in complete shock ‘Says you the slag whose up the duff’ Abi shouted back ‘Hey that is out of order’ Emma shouted at her pulling Chloe in for a hug as she broke down ‘You can’t talk you were a slag from a young age jsut turned 18 and you already have a kid’ ‘Says the slag that is sleep around if you don;t tell Reesh now I will’ Emma said ‘I think you need to go now Abi don’t expect to hear from any of us anytime soon’ Erin said as they all walked away to the taxi layby and got a taxi back to Emma and Chloes.

*Emma POV*

I can’t belive Abi she is such a bitch never thought she was like that but hey her loss. Ngl the fact taht she called me a slag still hurt but I’m used to it now I got all that abuse when I first got pregnant but Chloe is so cut up about it. She just cried into Erins arms when we got back I tried to tell her to calm down because it could cause stress on the baby especially at this early stage. I couldn’t take it anymore I knew I had to call Ast I knew he would still be on the bus I felt bad having to tell Reesh but I couldn;t let him carry on thinking everything was okay when it isn’t and Marv had to know about Chloe I was hoping he woud manage to calm her down a bit. With that I went into the kitchen and called Ast…

(Ast - A Emma - E )

A- Hey babe was just about to call you so bored on this bus its unreal

E - Aww poor you

A - Enough of the sarcasm missy how was the catch up?

E- Eh

A - Eh?

E - I will explain in a minuted can I talk to Reesh then Marv please then I will tell you everything and it will make a lot more sense

A -Okay wait on sec

I could here Ast get up from the bed and move around the bus before shouting ‘Reesh Bruv Emma wants to talk to you for some reason’ before handing him the phone ‘Hey whats up?’ Reesh said at the end of the line here it goes I had to tell him it was unfair I had no idea how she was going to take it but I have to ………..

Part 29

E- Hey Reesh I really need to tell you something

R - Okay your worrying me now Emma

E - Promise me that you won;t hate me because its about Abi

R - OMG What is it? Is she okay? Have you seen her? Where was she this morning?

E - Ummm yeah shes fine she didn’t say where she was but she did tell us something which I why I need to talk to you about

R - Okay just tell me

E - Abi told us she was cheating on you

After a minute od silence Emma could hear Reesh crying on the end of the phone before Aston picking up the phone

A - What the fuck did you say to him?

E - Abi has been cheating on him Ast I am so sorry I just had to tell him

A - I’m sorry for snapping baby I will sort him out still wanna talk to Marv?

E - Yeah please then I will talk to you

A - Okay here we go

M - Hey whats going on with Reesh?

E - Umm Abi was cheating she told us earlier she snapped at us as Chloe told the other girls about the pregency. She called Chloe a Slag and she’s really cut up over it Marv. I;ve tried calming her down but she wont stop crying it will put stress on herself and the baby Marv.

M - Okay thanks for telling me I will call her now heres Ast

A - Hey baby

E - Sorry I really didn’t want to tell him but it was unfair on him to carry on not knowing

A - I know baby honestly I’m so sorry for snapping

E - Its fine already forgotten

A - So what happened exactly?

E - Chloe told everyone about the pregnancy and Abi was acting wierd walked out there was a huge argument in the middle of teh street. Abi told us she was cheating on Reesh I said she needs to tell him coz shes being a bitch then she called me and Chloe a slag and Chloe hasn;t taken it to well shes broken down which is why I needed to talk to Marv.

A - What a bitch! You okay?

E - Yeah nothing I haven’t been called before. Anyway I better go back to Chloe I will talk to you soon

A - OKay by babe

Part 30

A couple of days later ……

*Aston POV*

Its been a couple of days since the whole Abi drama things still weren’t 100%. I think the tour has been a welcome distraction for Reesh it really hit him hard I know what he is going through as I was cheated on when I was younger he knows if he wants to talk to me or any of us guys he can. The whole situation has put stress on our relationships as everyone was shocked about it I know Marv is really worried about Chloe getting stressed and upset about it especially now she is pregnant as it isn’t good for the baby. JB is finding it hard because Erin is so upset because her and Abi were really close and all he wants to do is go and hug her and comfort her but he can’t because we are on tour. Then there’s me I am worried sick, Emma is putting up a front I feel she is hiding behind the fact that she has been called that and worse when everyone first found out that she was pregnant with Lily but I think she is trying to be strong. Our conversations are becoming shorter and we aren’t texting as much and whenever I mention the whole Abi thing she either changes the subject or hangs up or doesn’t reply. Tomorrow we have a day off so I plan to go to London for the day and see her because it just doesn’t seem okay

*Emma POV*

A lot has happened in a matter of a few day the whole Abi situationI still can’t believe it. Me and Ast haven’t really talked that much because he always bring it up and to be honest with you the whole situation is the least of my worries. The day after I got a phone call from my Dad saying that some guy had turned up asking where I was. When I asked who it was as soon as I heard the name Liam I started stressing. Liam is Lily’s Dad I haven’t seen him since I told him I was pregnant that was the day that he went to Afghanistan. I had to see him so I got Dad to give him our address he came yesterday and met Lily. Chloe knows obviously but I have got her to swear not to tell anyone else until I have got my own head around it. I mean he says that he is back now and is not in the army any more he wants to be a part of Lily’s life. I am not sure about it 100% as he never even tried to keep in contact but I know that I don’t want Lily to be without a Dad either. I have said that we can meet up a more often and see how it goes from there. I have told him that I have a boyfriend and he says that he understands and will stay away from me in that sense but I have to tell Ast I just don’t know how to. AS I sat there thinking about it jhe called

*Phone call*

A - Hey babe

E - Hey hows you?

A - Good thanks getting tired though day off tomorrow though

E - Make sure you rest tomorrow and you know what you could do to stop getting you could texting me until gone midnight (giggling)

A - I am coming to see you tomorrow and I don;t think I could do that

E - Aww babe you don’t have to

A - I know but I want to see my girlfriend especially since I know you are not working

E - Okay I need to tell you something

A - Baby whats wrong you can tell me now if you want

E - No honestly its fine I just want to tell you about Lily’s Dad

A - ooh Okay will see you tomorrow then baby

E - Okay can’t wait I will be at home all day so come round whenever

A - COol will see you about lunch time then I will grab Nandos?

E - Sure thing bye babe

A - Bye gorgous

Thats it now he knows that I want to tell him about Lily’s Dad I hope this means that we can go back to normal now

Part 31

Emma woke up extra early that day and tidied the whole house as a way of distraction to try and stop thinking about having to tell Aston everything about Liam. She was really worried about how he would take it. As now if Liam keeps his promise and stays around they would be seeing a lot more of each other. Chloe is going to be out with Marvin today as they were going out to Lunch with both their families so they could get to know each other a lot better so it would just be Emma, Aston and Lily in the house.

*Aston POV*

I got up early this morning and headed straight to Emma’s I was in two minds about today. I am glad that she wants to talk about it because I have wanted to know for a while now but then again I don’t want this to come between our relationship. I hate to admit it especially as I don’t know how today will end up but I have fallen for Emma and hard.

Normal

Aston knocked at the door as he got to Emma’s and Chloe answered the door letting him in before calling Emma ‘Em Ast’s here for you’ Emma ran down the stairs as fast as she could before leaping into Aston’s open arms before they shared a sweet kiss ‘I didn’t expect you this early babe’ Emma said as they went through to the kitchen ‘Well I though I’d surprise you’ As they got their teas and sat down on the sofa Emma knew she had to tell Aston about Liam now. ‘Ast?’ ‘Yeah’ he replied as they were cuddled on the sofa ‘Can I talk to you about Lily’s Dad now’ Emma asked as she got out of Aston’s grip and sat up to face him ‘Of course you can and anything else you want to talk about’ Aston replied smiling at her. ’Okay well I met Liam .. Lily’s Dad at school we never really spoke until the end of Year 11 ball. We went to and after party and got drunk and ended up sleeping together.’ At this point Emma started to cry ‘Its okay baby take your time’ Aston reassured her before she carried on ‘We carried on seeing each other for a couple of weeks then I realised I was pregnant I put off telling him then he broke the news that he was going to Afghanistan in the army so I eventually told him just before he left. He never bothered to get in touch or find out about anything until the other day where he turned up at my Parents house. I met up with him and he’s back now and wants to be a part of Lily’s life and I need to let him she needs to have her Dad in her life I’m sorry Ast’ Emma cried harder as Aston pulled her into his chest ‘ey come here silly I understand. this doesn’t change us though’ ‘No it doesn’t’

* Astons POV*

I can’t believe what a dickhead that guy had been not even bothering with her until now. I do understand that Emma wants Lily to have a Dad and as long as it doesn’t come between us I don’t care. She said ‘No it doesn’t’ when I said that it doesn’t change us I know its early days but I had to do it I leant in and kissed her passionately as she returned the kiss. As we pulled away I whispered on her lips those magic three words ‘I Love You’

Part 32

* Emma POV *

‘I Love You’ he whispered on my lips I couldnt help but grin honestly the past few days I had been thinking about us and feeling like I love him the fact that he just said that to me confirmed my feelings. ’ I Love You Too’ i replied before kissing him passionatly as Lily start to crying we pulled away as we both smiled as I got up and went to get Lily.

* Normal *

Emma came down with Lily she was in that cute half asleep half awake stage so was just cuddled into Emma as they sat on the sofa. ‘You didn’t have to say it back you know’ Aston said looking at Emma as Emma just laughed ‘What you laughing at missy?’ Aston asked looking rather confused. ’ I wouldnt have said it if I didn’t mean it silly. Can you hold Lily why I just go grab her bottle?’ Emma said still laughing before handing Lily to Aston who she cuddled into straight away giving him a quick peck on the lips before coming back 5 minutes with Lily’s bottle going to pick up but she started crying and leaning towards Aston with her arms extended towards him aswell clearly indicating that she wanted to go back to Aston. Emma just sighed giving her back to him with the bottle as Aston laughed and started to feed Lily. ‘What am I going to do with you?’ Emma laughed sitting down next to him ‘What?’ Aston laughed back ‘First you don’t bring me my Nandos then my own daughter rather have cuddles and be fed by my boyfriend than me’ Emma said pretending to be sad. ’ Awww babes is not my fault I have this pull on beautiful girls I just can’t help it.’ ‘I’m your dreams maybe’ Emma said laughing whilst playfully hitting his thigh ‘Well something brought me to you’ Aston said placing his spare hand on her leg as he had now finished feeding Lily ‘Yeah JLS duuuh’ ‘I prefer to think destiny after all as I always say Don’t look for love…’ ‘Let love find you’ Emma finished off his sentence before smiling and giving him a sweet kiss.

Part 33

Emma POV

A lot has happened in the past few months……..

Chloe was now half way through her pregnancy and was definitely glowing with her bump growing every day. Marvin has been brilliant being there every step of the way not missing a scan or anything. They even felt the baby kick a couple of weeks ago. It happened when everyone was round and Mine and Ast’s house (yeah will get to that bit in a minute :) ) anyway Chloe felt it kick we all let them have their moment before all getting in on the act. It did make me a bit sad as it reminded me of being pregnant and having all these experiences without someone being there for me to share them with. Aston knew that it was hard for me and was really supportive squeezing my hard and kissing my head and then we talked about it after which made me feel a lot better. Their relationship is going from strength to strength and were due to move in together with each other in a couple of weeks time.

As for Reesh he was still single the Abi thing hit him very hard as soon as tour was finished he was out all hours of the night getting with girls and not remembering what happened the night before. However more recently he has been seeing a girl called Siobhan who seems very nice only met her a couple of times. He says that they are ‘dating’ as it is early days and he is worried about rushing into things again since Abi so nothing has been confirmed to the press yet but who knows it could go somewhere.

Erin and JB have become a really cute couple they are truly best friends and partners. They have their usual banter which they have had from the start to be fair normally at Ast’s expense but hey its funny ;) They haven’t moved in together or anything yet just going on dates and taking things well lets face it slow compared to Me and Ast and Chloe and Marvin but I suppose to everyone else it is normal. They are going to take their first holiday together soon when the boys are on a break in a couple of months time which is sweet to Spain for a week. They asked me if me, Ast and Lily wanted to go but we thought it would ruin their first holiday experience with a 1 year old tagging along.

Talking of Lily she is now 1 I still can’t believe it myself she is growing up so fast. She has been seeing Liam a lot recently and in the past few weeks having full days with him and started calling him Daddy much to Liam’s delight. Liam to fair to him has definitely stepped up to the responsibility of being a Parent and started paying Child support and everything. LIly is also getting on well with Aston which I am really pleased about as I was worried about that when Ast asked us to move in but it all is good so now worries

As for me and Aston our relationship has got stronger ever since that day when I told him everything about Liam and we said to each other ‘I Love You.’ A couple of weeks after he got back from tour he asked me to move in with him it started off as a trail basis which we would change if Lily didn;t like it but luckily she did so we’ve stayed. We’ve had our little arguments like most couples but we can;t stay mad at each other for more than a couple of hours tops and one of us or normally both of us end up apologising to each other. Next weekend we are going to Peterborough to meet Ast’s family which I am so nervous about. Aston said that they will love me and Lily but if they don;t he doesn’t care because he loves me which is dead sweet but I know he does really care.

Then as far the boy’s careers were getting stronger every day. Once tour had finished they announced a summer tour which would be happening in the next two months it wasn’t a big tour but its always nice to go on the road again. Ast and Marv did soccer aid which was a big success and England won and last week it was the Queen’s Jubilee Bank Holiday and they performed for the fricking Queen even Camilla was singing along hopefully this has given the boys the boost they need to international success. This made me so proud to see how far they have come since UFO

Part 34

Aston POV

Today we were having a meeting with our managers to talk about our new album and us going to Miami in a couple of weeks time. Normally we wouldn’t do all this stuff this early but with Marvin and Chloe having the baby we have started talking about it now so that it can all be sorted so we won’t have to work that much nearer the due date and just after the birth to give them some time. To be honest I was really looking forward to it not only was I going to be and Uncle but it will be nice to have some time off to spend with Emma and Lily yes we have the evenings together but since we have got together apart from the week in between the tour legs of tour and the couple of weeks rest we had after tour me and the boys have been working non-stop. I’m not really into all these meetings but I needed to pay attention in this one as I wanted to talk to management about our tour dates and pull in a little favour to help me with this little plan that I have. Emma worked late last night so I looked after Lily which went really well much to mine and Emma’s delight. I was nervous at first because it was the first time I had looked after her on my own but I fed her fine and just played around with her before putting her to bed. She got a bit upset crying for her Mum so I ended up rocking her to sleep then she went fine when I put her back into her cot.

I got up and went to check on Lily who was up when I went in so I picked her up and brought her down with me putting her in the highchair fixing us both some breakfast. I fed Lily hers before going over to the cooker and started making some bacon sarnies for me and Emma as I started them I felt two hands cover my eyes. ‘Morning baby’ I said turning around as she removed her hands and kissing her softly ‘mmmm morning’ she replied as I carried on making the bacon and she went to pick up Lily.

Normal POV

As they sat down at the breakfast bar eating their bacon sandwiches and Lily playing with some toys in her highchair they started talking. ‘What are you doing then today?’ Emma asked before taking another bite, ‘I have to go into work today got a meeting about Miami and tour next year but I shouldn’t be that late probs be back by 4 what about you?’ he replied. ‘I don’t know might see if the girls want to meet up we haven’t had a proper catch up in ages then why don’t you invite the boys around tonight about 8 then Lily will be in bed I will cook something will be nice for all of us to do something together too’ ‘Yeah sounds good but you don’t have cook we can get a takeaway’ Aston said kissing her forehead as he grabbed the plates and stacking them in the dishwasher ‘No its fine babe I will cook’ ‘As long as your 100% sure baby’ ‘Yes now come on you have a meeting to get to and I have to get Lily ready’ Emma laughed as they both went upstairs to get ready

Part 35

Aston POV
The meeting went very well we have worked out the songs that we want to put on the album which I was pleased with we just need to lay down the vocals when we go to Miami. That is the thing though we leave in a weeks time which was a lot sooner than we expected. We talked about tour and we decided it would be best to do tour about the same time that we did this year which worked perfectly with my plan that I was hatching which I have ran by management which I talked to them about privately and they agreed to it thank god. After I had ran my plan with management I got out my phone look up the number for Tiffany’s in Miami and calling it …..

A = Aston S = Staff at store M – Manager

S – Good afternoon Tiffany & Co Bal Harbour store Natalie speaking how can I help you?

A – Hello I would like book an appointment for a weeks time with your manager

S – Okay any reason why

A – I would like to purchase a engagement ring

S – Please may I take your name

A – Aston Merrygold

S – Okay I will transfer you now

A – Okay thank you

M – Hello James speaking how can I help you today Mr Merrygold?

A – I would like to book an appointment to purchase an engagement ring

M – Okay when would you like one?

A – I fly out to Miami in a weeks time and I am then here for a week

M – How about the Tuesday you are here then?

A – Yeah that seems fine please can it be in the morning

M – Certainly sir how about 11am?

A – Sounds good

M – Any price range that you have in mind so that I can have a selection ready for you

A – Money isn’t an object it just needs to be perfect I also have another favour to ask

M – Okay how can we assist you sir?

A – I am in a boy band called JLS and we are not big over in the US but we are quite big in the UK so it is essential that no one finds out and no paps get a picture of me even looking at engagement rings and if we can avoid it I would like to try and avoid being papped coming into the store

M – I totally understand sir I will arrange bodyguards to escort you from the back of the store and we will make sure we have our meeting in the back of the store in my office where no one can see in or out

A – Thank you very much

M – You’re welcome anything else I can help you with

A – No that’s it thank you

M – Okay will see you a week Tuesday at 11am and if you have any other things we can assist with you do not hesitate to contact me

A – Thank you goodbye

M – Goodbye

I’m glad I’ve got that sorted out I wanted to ask Marvin to be my best man so I asked him to wait behind so I could talk to him and ask him also to ask him to assist me when I go to choose the ring. When I finished the phone call I walked into the cafe where Marv was waiting for me with a cuppa for me as I sat down he asked me, ‘Whats up bro?’ ‘Well I would like to ask you something’ I replied nervously. ‘Okay’ Marv replied with a questioning tone ‘I would like to ask you to come and choose an engagement ring with me when we are in Miami’ I whispered so that noone else could hear. ‘Of course I will bro but are you sure about this.. I mean if its what you want I am happy for you bro but it is a big step’ He said in a slightly serious tone. ‘I know its a big step especially as I would be a step dad and take on lots of responsibility and yes it is a bit soon for some but not for us. I have this plan……’ I continued smiling as I told him my big plan for my proposal. ‘WOW that sounds amazing Ast I am really happy for you’ ‘Thank you’ I replied still grinning at the thought of her being my wife (obviously she has to agree first) before continuing, ‘also I was wondering if you would be my best man if she agrees’ ‘I would be honoured to be Ast’ He smiled back as me we then got up and left as the boys were menna be round ours in 2 hours.

Part 36

Aston came in the house to hear giggling coming from their living room smiling to himself he closed the door behind him walking past the living room about the leave the girls to it as he heard a conversation that he liked the sound of so listened in quietly.

Emma POV

It is so nice to catch up with the girls we invited Siobhan around too as she really seems to be getting on with Reesh and who knows where it will lead. We had been talking about everyones relationships mainly and for some reason we had got on to the topic of marriage, ‘So whose gonna be the first one of us to get married?’ Erin asked ’Chloe and Marv’ I said almost instantly looking at Chloe who was blushing bless her. Although she said something that shocked me slightly ‘Ooooh I dunno I recon you and Ast will be down that aisle sooner than us’ then Erin nodded her head in agreement before Siobhan added ’ I may not have known you lot that long but I have to agree with the girls I have seen the way he looks at you yes J loves Erin and Marv loves Chloe but Ast he has got it bad.’ There was nothing I could say I was literally speechless yes I love Ast but it just seems all a bit too soon but then I thought about being Married to him and I loved the idea of it. He is amazing with Lily, and I just thought about it and I could imagine a life with Aston definatly man he had me good. Thinking about it I realised I was grinning like a cheshire cat snapping out of my daze I noticed all the girls grinning back at me I’m guessing realising what I was thinking about. Before I could get the 50 questions from the girls I was saved by Aston coming in.

Aston POV

As Emma wasn’t replying I decided to save her. ‘Hey girls’ I said coming into the living room before going over to Emma kissing her and saying, ‘hello you, didn’t expect you in thought you would be collecting Lily’ She just looked over my shoulders at the clock as her eyes widened seeing teh time shooting up and saying, ‘sorry girls gotta pick up Lily see you tonight?’ To which all the girls replied postive as she shot out the door quickly. I just sat down and laughed ‘I guess were having take away tonight girls’ as the girls said their goodbyes and left.

Part 37

‘Hello …. again’ Aston smiles as he kisses Emma as she came in the door ‘Yeah hello’ she replied putting Lily down as she crawled off. As Emma started to walk off into the kitchen Aston stopped her by pulling her into a hug, ‘Were getting a take away tonight, the girls and I decided after you sped off’ ‘Hmm okay I feel bad though’ ‘Don’t its fine it means we don’t have as much washing up to do after our last attempt to wash up together’ Aston laughed as he remembered the last time they did the washing up together……..

* FLASHBACK *

Emma and Aston had just moved in together and they had decided to ask everyone round for a meal and movie night. Everyone else had gone about 10 and once Emma had put Lily to bed as she had fallen asleep in her arms they did the washing up together. ’ Aston you’ve gone and wet yourself you really should get some self control at your age’ Emma laughed as Aston looked down falling for it ‘NO I don’t ’ he laughed back ‘oh my bad better sort that mistake then’ Emma replied smirking as she cupped some of the washing up water in her hand and splashing it all over Aston’s crotch before falling to the floor with laughter ‘Right this is war as he grabbed a glass filling it up and pouring it over her as she screamed and moved. They continued this water fight all over the kitchen leaving the floor and themselves soaked. ‘Okay trus baby’ ‘Hmm one more’ Emma laughed as she poured the last glass over his head ‘Right that’s it’ Aston said picking Emma up and throwing her up over his shoulders and taking her to the bedroom and lets say things got heated very quickly ;)

Part 38

Once they had finished laughing over the washing-up incident Emma asked Aston, ‘How did the meeting go?’ As Aston sat down next to her as his face dropped slightly frowning slightly before replying, ‘Yeah that’s the thing we were told we have to fly out next week’
‘NEXT WEEK!’ Emma exclaimed as Aston grabbed both her hands.
‘I know baby its really soon and a lot sooner than we planned but Marvin is really worried about Chloe having the baby early and leaving her alone so spoke to management and they said they would arrange for us to go earlier I hope you understand babe’ Emma sighed trying to keep the tears in but failing as they silently started to roll down her face.
‘Hey don;t cry baby we can skype and everything were only gone for a couple of weeks I will be back before you know it plus you have Lily to keep you company’ Aston said pulling her into a tight hug whilst wiping her tears away with his thumb softly. Emma;s tears slowly started to dry up as she pulled out of the hug.
‘I’m sorry …. I do understand its just gonna be a lot harder because next week Lily is going to Liam’s for the whole week if tomorrow night goes well’ Emma says as she sighs heavily again to stop the tears from falling again. Aston pulls her back into a hug as he strokes her hair and whispering,’it’ll be okay baby why don;t I speak to Chloe tonight and see if she fancies staying here whilst we are away I’m sure she doesn’t want to be alone either you can treat yourselves it will just be like old times when you first moved here’
As Emma nodded her head getting up the sofa picking up Lily, ‘Come on missy we need to get ready if our guests are coming in half an hour’ As she made the way up the stairs starting to get ready as Aston ordered the take away.

* Aston POV*

I feel really bad tonight after saying that we had to go early to the US but I understood that Marvin wanted to be with Chloe nearer the time of the birth I mean you hear all the time of women going into labour early and if that was me I wouldn’t want to be away for the birth of my child let alone my first. If I would have known that Lily was at Liam’s I would have asked if we could go a week later but hopefully Chloe will come round and they can keep each other company. This is one of the downsides of my job I always feel bad for leaving my family, friends and girlfriend but it is something that comes with the job. If only Emma knew what I was doing in Miami. I get butterflies thinking about the thought of being able to call her my life I never thought I would feel this way about any girl especially this early into a relationship. But there was something from the first time I met her that I knew that we were meant to be together.

I am debating on whether to ask her Dad’s permission or not I mean its tradition init but then again I haven’t met her Parents even though she’s met mine but he relationship with her Mum is basically non-existent and with her Dad it is strained. I always feel bad about that because at the end of the day it all started when we got together but she says that it isn’t my fault but it doesn’t stop me from feeling guilty about it.

* Emma POV *

I feel so bad about crying I just guess it affected me more than I thought. I knew that Aston was going away with the boys but I didn’t expect it to be this soon. It was worse because I have agreed to Liam having Lily for a whole week if the overnight trip goes well tomorrow night which I am glad about as they are really building a good relationship/bond but if I knew that Ast was going to be away then I would have arranged it for another time. I did get why they had to go early I mean when I was near the end of my pregnancy I didn’t want to be left alone just in case anything went wrong or I went into early labour as that tends to happen to women whose having their first child unlike me with Lily she stayed in there as long as she could and I had to be induced in the end because she just didn’t want to move but she was worth it.

Part 39

‘I am taking you out tonight’ Aston said as he walked into the house and put his stuff in the hall before coming into the living room picking Lily up in the process giving her a kiss before going over to Emma and kissing her too. ‘Hmm hello to you too’ Emma giggles before continuing ‘and are you?’ ‘Indeed I am Miss Warren since trouble here is at her Dad’s for the weekend and I go to the USin a couple of days I am making the most of having you around and to myself’ Aston said tickiling Lily causing her to sqirm and sqeel before he put her down as she continued to play with her dolls house. ‘Oh is that right? And where do you think you are taking me exactly?’ ‘Now that would be telling’ ’So how am I meant to choose what to wear, how to have my hair or anything’ Emma questions as they moved into Lily’s room to pack the last things for her trip to Liam’s. ‘Now that is the best part of this you don’t need to worry about that as I am doing everything’ Aston smiled at her as Emma looked at him nervously ‘Everything?’ ‘Yes baby everything! Make up, hair, clothes and shoes. Don’t look so worried baby you can trust me’ ‘Hmmmm’ Emma replied as the door bell rang. ‘Okay here is everything is in there if you need anything just give me a call’ Emma said to Liam as they stood in the hallway. ‘Okay thanks I’m really glad you have agreed to this Emma also can I say something else?’ Liam asked ‘Yeah sure’ ‘Okay I just wanted to say I don’t want any awkwardness between us you have Aston and I fully respect that’ he continued as he looked at Aston ’ Also thanks mate I know you haven’t been around for long but Emma and Lily both deserve happiness even if it isn’t with me’ ‘Thanks mate’ Aston says ‘Right we better be off say bye to Mummy and Aston’ Liam says as she hugs Aston then gives a huge hug and kiss to Emma before Liam picks her up and puts her in the car before going off. ‘Right go and have a shower then leave the rest to me’ Aston smirked ‘Erugh I hate you for this’ Emma laughed going upstairs as Aston shouted back ‘Love You Too’

Aston POV

I decieded to take Emma out tonight after all I was going away in a couple of days time and with LIly being with Liam it would be nice to do something with just us two. It would also be Lily’s first time Liam and I knew Emma would be freaking out over it so it would be a nice distraction for her. I told Emma I was going to do everything I had managed to get a few make up tips from our stylist at work today so hopefully it wouldnt go to badly. I wanted to show her that she could trust me for starters and secondly how beautiful she looks with natural make up. I was going to go for the whole no make up thing but I knew she would kill me so I had to settle for this. Emma POV As soon as I had walked out our en-suite I was greeted by Aston who rapidly put a blindfold on me I was already in my underwear that Ast had put out for me. I could feel him starightening my hair and then spinning me around so I couldn’t see myself in the mirror. This was teh part I was dreading him doing my make up I could feel him brushing my face with all these brushes. Aston just carried on even after my continous moaning he just laughed. Once I heard him zip up what I assume is a dress and slip on some shoes I was finally allowed to look at myself in the mirror. I didnt think Ast had it in him my make up was lovely ( https://www.webdesign.org/img_articles/16533/1.jpg) and he had done my hair straight like I like it . As for the dress it was beautiful ( https://www.greatglam.com/pd-crystal-dish-pinkblack.cfm) then I had my silver strappy stiletoe heels on. I then looked at Ast who looked lovely as usual he was wearing https://media.zenfs.com/en-GB/blogs/the-bike-shed/marvin-humes-aston-merrygold-js.jpg

Part 40

They left the house and got in Aston’s Range Rover as they went down the road Emma asked ‘So are you going to tell me where we are going yet?’ ‘Do you really want to know?’ Aston replied ‘YES PLEEEAAAASSSEEE tell me Ast I will love you forever’ Emma said in her baby voice causing them both to laugh ‘You won’t love me forever if I don’t tell you?’ Aston said pouting and pretending to be upset ‘Of course I will but please tell me you know I’m impatient’ ‘hmmmmmmmmmmm…….’ Aston continued to do this for about 5 minutes causing Emma to get very impatient so tried using her own ‘tatics’ so she lent over and put her hand on Aston’s inner thigh and began to run her hand up and down his inner thigh getting more closer to his ‘manhood’ each time. Aston starter smirking before taking one hand off the steering wheel and removing Emma’s hand and placing it back on her lap before saying ‘Oh look we’re here’ as they pulled outside a Chinese restaurant ‘really babe you didn’t need to take me here’ Emma said as they sat down at their table. ’ There is you are my girl therefore you are going to be treated like a princess and I have a lot to make up for as I won’t be here for two weeks’ Aston said as they ordered their drinks and food.

The rest of the meal they sat and talked about everything when Aston said ‘so I was thinking we should get a new house’ ‘Whats wrong with the house we have at the moment?’ Emma asked trying not to hide her excitement as she had actually been thinking the same but didn’t want to say anything. ‘Don’t get me wrong I love it but its not really suitable for Lily there’s no where she can run around plus I thought maybe we could buy somewhere a bit bigger you know for when family or friends come to stay with us’ ‘Yeah sounds good’ ‘So maybe we could start looking tomorrow since Lily doesn’t come back until the evening?’ ‘Sure’ ‘Now how about we go home and snuggle up with a film and a glass of wine?’ Aston asked as he signalled the waiter over to get the bill and as usual he insisted on paying.

Part 41

* Emma POV*

As soon as I woke up this morning and had to run to the toilet straight away to be sick I shot up out of bed flinging the covers off me covering my mouth with my hands and shut the door with my foot trying not to wake up Ast. However it was too late he was already awake and holding my hair back as I was being violently sick down the toilet as soon as I was sick I knew what it was …….. I was pregnant!!

Once I got up and cleaned myself up I was ushered back to bed by Ast who turned around to look at me and asked me, ’ What was that all about you been eating something thats gone off?’ I simply shook my head as he pulled me into a hug as I was now crying, ‘what is it then?’ he asked I knew I had to tell him nows as any good a time as any ‘I’m pregnant.’ ‘Really?’ Aston said excitedly much to my surprise I just nodded my head not being able to do anything else as I was crying. I don’t actually know why I guess I didn’t know how to feel about it.

Aston POV

I’ve never been so happy in my life! I know its not exactly planned or anything but I am so excited I mean I love Lily to bits but this is going to be my son or daughter. Emma was crying into my chest which I didn’t really know why or even how she knew. I thought she would have told me before hand if she had done a test so I asked her, ‘Babe, have you done a test yet?’ She shook her head. I guess this was the next thing to do I quickly jumped up and got some trackies on ‘Right I won’t be long I’m just going to go and get some tests. I went straight into the car and went to the pharmacy. On the way there I realised why Emma might be upset over this …. last time she was pregnant it was with Lily and Liam just took off. I need to do everything in my power no show her that I am not going anywhere. Although I do feel bad if shes pregnant then I am going to leave her next week for two weeks and from everything I have gathered (which is very little) is that the first few weeks are vital and I am not going to be there to make sure she does nothing that could hurt her or the baby.

Part 42

Aston pov

i have just got to tesco i pulled up an put my hoodie up and sunglasses so no one would see me i ran towards the pharmacy and saw the lady that worked there

pharmasist:hello how can i help

me:hi i would like 3 pregnancy test please

pharmasist:ok that will be £25 please

me:hear u go

i ran back to the car and made my way home to emma 20mins latter i just got in the door when lilly came running up to me and hugged my legs i bent down to pick her up

me:lilly wheres mummy

lilly:up ears

me:hahah ok darlin

i put lilly down and ran up to the bathroom to where emma was sat on the edge of the bath i passed her the test emma:stay ast

me:im not goin anywhere ok we are in this together for ever ok i love u

emma:love you

4mins latter

me:whats it say babe

emma:i cant look u look

me:ok pass it here

emma:what it say

me:were having a baby

emma:you wont do what lilly dad did will you

me:i would never ever dream of doing that i love you too much

Emma:love u too

Emma pov

wow so I’m pregnant again wow i dunno if I’m happy or sad u know after every think that went on with lilly but me and aston are having a baby together wow i cant believe it but i know aston will stand by me forever and a day i just hope this pregnancy will be a quick one not like with lilly and i just worried how our parents will take the news i hope they both ok with it

Part 43

Emma POV

1week later

So today Aston and the boys are off to LA to do some recording over there for their next album Aston has been worried all week over. Me and the baby from what happened in the past but oh well my boy has work to do. I am really going to miss him and I think Lily is too she really has been bonding more than Liam if I dare to say it. He is so good with her it’s so cute together it really cements the idea of me and Aston having our little squiggle as Aston keeps calling it after we had our scan to confirm the pregnancy and I was 5 weeks gone now well nearly 6 now. He has been amazing not letting me do anything at all that may cause any harm to the baby and making sure that I am eating right etc. He has even packed one of my pregnancy and babies book that I have had from when I was pregnant with Lily but he doesn’t think I have noticed that its gone yet haha

Aston POV

I really don’t want to go today I feel like I should be with Emma but she keeps saying no go I just hope she don’t think I will do what her ex did. I was sat on the floor in Lilly’s room playing with her she is just do adorable it’s unreal I love her as much as if she was mine it just makes me more excited about mine and Emma’s baby now. We had decided that whilst I am away that I was going to tell the boys and she would tell the girls as we knew that Emma might show whilst I was away as you show earlier when its not your first pregnancy. We were planning on telling my Parent’s when we get back and Emma didn’t want to tell her Mum but we had called Emma’s Dad this morning because she was going to see him this week. I am so excited for our little squiggle I have even packed one of her baby books so that I can get up together with everything. It was now time for me to go as my ride to the airport was here …..

Me: Lilly Come Here A Minute

Lilly: Eye U Oing Abon

Me: Hahah Darlin I Got To Go See Reesh Marv J And We Going To Make New Music

Lilly: Eye

Me: To Make All Our Fans Happy Baby Like Mummy

Lilly: I Uve Oo Abon

Me: Come Hear You I Love you And Be Good Girl For Mummy Yeah Or Else No Pressey When I Get Back Ok

Lilly: Ok Uve U

Me: I love you too Lily

I then put Lily down who crawled off and went to play with her toys as I walked over to Emma and kissed her

Emma: I’ll Miss You

Me: Miss You Too And you squiggle Hand On Belly

Emma: Your Too Cute

We started kissing again and I started a tug at my trousers as we pulled away as I saw Lily trying to get my attention

Lilly: Uve You Daddy

Emma: OMG Did She Just Call U Daddy

Me: Yeh Love U Too Baby And Emma U Look After yourself Yes?

Emma: Corse I Will U Know I Will I Got Trouble Here to keep me in line

Me:Yep You Have Love You See U Next Week

Emma And Lilly: Bye Love You

Me: Love U More

OMG I can’t believe lily just called me Daddy I feel so emotional right now and guilty even more so for leaving them now.

Part 44

Oriste POV

I am really looking forward to going over to LA to get the rest of teh album recorded and sorted although it is going to be wierd thouhgt because it is the first time where we are going over and all leaving someone we love at home. I mean even though me and Siobhan haven’t been together that long its still gonna suck not seeing her. Then theres the boys with Emma, Chloe and Erin who have been together for more than 6 months now. Hopefully we will settle in tomorrow then just hit the studio because our managment have said that once we have done the recording and everything and are happy with it we can leave and go home which I guess is a big insentive especially for Marv.

Marvin POV

I felt so bad leaving Chloe back in the UK even if she is staying with Emma and Lily for the week at Ast’s place. I mean I offered her to come over with us but when we constulted the doctor at our 6 months scan they suggested it wouldn’t be the best for her or the baby as it is a long flight over to LA. I am so excited for this album I have a feeling its going to be the best one yet. Us recording is the start of a really exciting year I suppose with Ast proposing, I’m going to be a Dad and Erin and JB are getting on so well and now Reesh is finally taken it is like we are all growing up.

JB POV

I am buzzing for LA so excited to get out there and finish off our album although I am going to miss Erin like crazy especially as I asked her to move in last night after I took her out for dinner. It just seemed the right thing to do as we have basically been spending every night together at one of ours over the past month or so. Its not like I am going to propose anytime soon as I think it is to early for us but we have finally said I Love You to each other which was amazing nowI cant stop saying it to her.

Part 45

The boys were now on the plane (first class obvs) on their way to LAX. The boys were having their usual banter and discussing what they were going to do tomorrow as it was their only day off whilst they were in LA. ‘Okay what we gonna do on our day off?’ Reesh asked the rest of the boys. Marvin looked nervous at Aston as he spoke up. ‘Well actually guys there was two things I was going to tell you.’ All of the boys look at him as he continues ’ The first thing is news to you as I only found out myself the other day but Emma and myself are expecting our first baby. Its very early stages but we wanted you guys to know’ Aston said smiling as the boys started congratulating him but he interrupted them ‘the other news is that I am going to propose to Emma so I have an appointment to get a ring in Tiffany’s tomorrow and. Marv is coming with me.’ The congratulations started again as they ordered some champagne to celebrate as Aston explained his plan for proposing to Emma which the boys all thought was really good and sweet and agreed to get in on it.

Aston POV

We have just touched down in LAX I am so excited mainly about tomorrow but at the same time I am nervous about it. I mean this ring is very important she wil be wearing it for the rest of her life I would hate it if she didn’t like it obviously if she didn’t like it then I would take her to change it for one she liked but I would be gutted if we had to do that. I am glad the boys took it well I got the whole you don’t have to propose just because you are going to have a baby but I explained that I have had this planned for about a month now. The only thing that Jaybes did mention which I suppose I havent really thought about is asking her Dad’s permission. I guess it is tradition to ask the Dad’s permission before but then I thought we aren’t exactly traditional I mean Emma has already had Lily which would mean I would be her step-Dad, we already live together and then she is already pregnant and we’re not married. I said I would think about it nearer the time as I have only met her Dad once for a couple of hours when he came to see Lily. I guess it didn’t matter either way because Emma’s doesn’t really talk to her family but she might like it if I did.

Part 46

Aston. Pov
What a great time we having in LA I love it out here but I wouldn't move here I would miss all my family and that so today we are at the studio at 2pm but I have my appointment at Tiffanys at 11am iwith Marv beforehand, Wo w'm gunna propose honestly I love her so much and I want to spend the retst of my life with her

Marvin POV
We are living the dream out here working with some great people Ast is missing Emma and lil one loads so much bless him we have only been gone just over 24 hours they were on skype to each other last night they are so cute together. He has asked me to go to Tiffanys with him later to help him pick out a ring for her.

Oristé POV
Who would of thought the baby of the group wanting to get married wow I'm so proud of him he's like my bro well all of the boys are can't wait to see what he gets knowing Ast it will be nice.
JB POV
I really can't believe it baby blue boy wants to get married wow let's see what he gets. Although it doesn’t surprise me in the slightest if there was an award for the most smitten and in love couple ever Ast and Emma would win hands down.
Aston POV
Marv and myself managed to get into Tiffany’s without being papped thank god. I told Emma last night on skype I was worried about being papped but she didn’t seem that bothered on why so luckily I think I’ve got away with this. When we got there I was taken straight to the manager’s office when there were loads and loads of rings. I;m not going to lie in my head I thought it would go like this -Worker: hello how may I help
Me: can I see that ring there
Worker: sure hear u go
Me: wow lads what you think
Boys: get it
Me: I’ll have that please
Worker: that will be $4,560 please
Me: here u go
Worker: thanks

In reality I am here 3 hours in and not seeing anything that really catches my eye I asked the manager if he had any other rings he said that he didn’t have any more I had looked at over 100 rings but I couldn’t find it. I could feel Marvin getting bored but I was determined to not leave until I have the ring. Then the manager suggested I design my own ring which I thought was the perfect thing for me to do. I got a couple of the rings which I liked parts of the ring and combined to together it took us about 5 hours by the end but I finally got it designed. I thanked the manager and the designing team as we left. Marvin had got something for Chloe whilst I was sorting out the details of where to sending it to but I don’t know what that was. I called my Mum and after the whole OMG my baby is growing up and all that, oh and the crying she agreed to let me have the ring delivered to hers and I would leave it there. Now that’s done it all seems a lot more real and that everything is coming into place now time to get this album on the go.

Part 47

Emma POV

I can't believe how much I am actually missing Ast and I know its going to be a lot worse when my Dad comes and gets Lily tomorrow so that Mum and Dad can see her for a couple of days as although I still talk to my Dad I am still not talking to my Mum but it is unfair on Lily if she doesn't see her Grandparents. I am dreading seeing my Dad though because it will be the first time I see him since we told him that I was pregnant again. Granted he didn't shout and go mad like when I told him that I was pregnant with Lily I guess that is because I am actually in a relationship with the guy that got my pregnant this time but I couldn;t help but hear the dissapointment in his voice when I was talking to him.Yes I guess being 18 and being pregnant with your second child isn't how you would want your child to live their life I mean I wouldn't want that for Lily but at the end of teh day its happening and me and Aston love each other and we both love LIly so thats it really people are going to have to deal with it. Since Lily was a nursery this morning and I didn;t have work and neither did either of the girls I invited them over for a catch up so that I could tell them about me being pregnant but they weren't coming round for another hour so I was just led on the bed flicking through twitter yeah there was teh usual hate but I have moved past the point where it gets to me now. I tweeted * Home alone :( Missing my boy Ast @JLSOfficial so much <3 Cant wait to see my girls @ChloeAnneeex @erinpinhorn and @siobhansouthwel later * I logged off and started tidying up all of Lily things that have been spread around the house as my phone went off telling me I had a text. I picked up my phone smiling as I saw that I had a text from Ast - Hey baby, Hope you, squiggle and Lily are all okay. I just wanted to say good luck with the telling the girls later :) I told the boys this morning and they are really happy for us. Call you on skype tomorrow after you have spoke to your Dad? Miss you loads I'm off to bed now just got back from the studio night babe/morning hehe Ast xxxx <3 before getting another text saying JLS had tweeted. Yes I know sad that I get my boyfriends bands tweets sent to my phone but I'm still a fan plus Reesh told me the other day that Ast has mine sent to his phone so its only fair really. Marvin and Ast had both tweeted Marvins sayind * First day at the studio over here got some tunes for you guys Marv x * then Ast's tweeted twice haha * First day in LA done loving the 4th album vibes Ax * and * @1993Emma_ Miss you too babe have fun with the girls Axx* Soon enough the girls have arrived and we were all sat in the living room having a catch up.

Normal

The girls were just bantering around talking about everything and Erin had just finished telling the girls that JB had finally asked her to move in with him which was causing huge amounts of banter because they are both such clean freaks. 'Ouch' Chloe said once we had all finished laughing 'Whats wrong?' Siobhan asked with worry in her voice 'Nothing just the baby's kicking really hard today' Chloe said 'Aww I can't wait to feel that again' Emma said before putting her hand over her mouth realising what she had said as she was gonna wait until a bit later on to tell the girls but all three of them just sat there with the mouths wide open before screaming their heads off causing Emma to laugh. 'When did this happen? OMG tell us everything' Erin said squeeling with excitment 'Well we found out last week and we had it confirmed on Friday I am now 6 weeks so its really early days but yeah we couldn't contain our excitment so we had to tell you guys' Emma said beaming stroaking her stomach 'Aww you even got a little bump and all already' Chloe said coming over and hugging her. The rest of the morning the girls carried on their catch up then Erin and Siobhan went as Emma and Chloe went to get Lily from Nursery.

Chloe POV

Aww I can't believe Emma is pregnant again we can be pregnancy buddies will for 3 months at least haha. Not going to lie I was suspecting something because when I first saw her this morning I thought I saw a little bump but then I though it might have just been the t-shirt. On the way to pick Lily up I was texting Marvin even though I told him he should get some sleep he wouldnt have any of it. He was being so sweet he would text me every hour when he was awake to check that I was okay and everything was okay with the baby which is sweet but it does make me miss him 100 times more.

Siobhan POV

Its so sweet that Emma's pregnant again I haven;t know everyone that long as me and Reesh have only been together just over a month but Emma and Aston seem so much in love its nice. Emma is already a great Mum to Lily so I know she will be amazing with this little one and Aston is always amazing with children and I know he will be an amazing Dad.

Erin POV

I am so happy for Emma and Aston its going to be so cute having two babies in the gang as well as Lily havinga little Brother or Sister. It does make me think about my future with JB yes I would love children in the future but I know it is too soon for me and JB.

Part 48

Emma woke up in the morning and started packing Lily's things into her bag ready for her to go to Emma's Dad then went downstairs to have breakfast only to see Chloe already wide awake at the table having her breakfast. 'Morning' Chloe said as Emma sat down 'Morning hun can;t sleep?' Emma questioned 'Nope been up half the night a certain little baby kept me up kicking me all night' Chloe giggled stroking her bump which was pretty big by now 'Yeah but it's all worth it at the end' Emma smiled 'Yep it will be oh and I was thinking maybe I could take Lily to the park for an hour or so when your Dad gets here so that it gives you two time to talk?' Chloe suggested knowing that Emma and her Dad really did need to talk. 'I suppose I am dreaading talking to him' Emma said sinking down in the chair next to Chloe 'I know you are hun but at the end of the day he's your Dad and your baby's Gramps and Lily's Gramps so he will come around' Chloe said reassuring before getting up to have a shower.

An hour later the girls were sat in the living room Lily playing with her toys and Emma and Chloe having a cuppa when teh doorbell went. Chloe got up to answer it before shouting 'Emma your Dad's here.' Emma instantly feeling sick from the thought of what her Dad was going to say to her. 'Graaaaammmmmm' Lily screamed running towards Emma's Dad as he saw him. Emma's Dad picked up Lily and spun her around causing her to Lily as Chloe put her shoes on and grabbed Lily's bag as Emma's Dad put her down. He then came over to Emma giving her a hug 'Hello stranger' he laughed as Emma let out a sigh of relief. 'Right come on Lily lets go and feed the ducks at the park' Chloe said smiling at Emma as she put Lily's shoes on and they went out. ' Coffee Dad?' Emma said walking into teh kitchen. 'Yeah please' . After a normal catch up on everything work, Lily, Living in London etc Emma's Dad got to 'the subject' ..

'I can't believe my baby is having another baby' He said smiling causing Emma to start crying 'Aww Em don't cry ' 'Sorry' Emma sniffled trying to stop crying 'It's just I thought you were going to be mad ordissapointed in me' 'Emma I could never be dissapointed in you I am just happy if you are. Your Mother on the other hand is going to take some talking to' He said wiping her tears. 'Well don't expect it to be me I'm still not going to talk to her' Emma said bluntly not bothering to look into her Dad's eyes knowing that if she did he would see how much hurt she was in about not talking to her Mum but refusing to give in and speak to her at the same time. 'Yeah we both thought that although your Mum isn't estatic about the idea of you having another baby at a young age she does still love you and she wanted you to read this' Emma's Dad at the same point Lily came running into the Living room jumping on her Dad as Emma tried to compose herself. 'Okay I'm going to take Lily out for lunch if thats okay with you Emma?' her Dad asked her putting the envelope on the table 'I am going to leave this for you on teh table. I am not going to make you read it your an adult but I think you should' As he got up giving Emma a kiss and taking Lily out leaving Emma to just stare at the envelope

Part 49

Emma POV

It was now mid-evening and I was led in bed having put Lily to bed as she was beat after playing with Dad all day to be honest I was beat to it had been such an emotional day I said night to Chloe and waiting for Ast to call me on skype. I had the envelope my Dad had given me from Mum unopened I didn't know what to do. On one hand I wanted to know what she had to say because I do miss her but then on the other hand I don't see why she just couldn't come and tell me herself. My thoughts were interupted by Ast calling me on skype :

(Ast - A, Emma - E)

A - Hey baby

E - Hey Ast

A - So how did it go earlier? I wanted to call you earlier but didn't know how long he was staying

E - Its fine babe honestly. My Dad was happy for us he said as long as we are both sure about this however he came with a letter from Mum

A - Thats great babe what did the letter say?

E - Ummm

A - You haven't open it have you?

E - No I wanted to read it with you

A - Okay come on lets read it

Aston POV

'Okay come on lets read it' I said to be honest I wasn't really sure why her Mum had written her a letter why couldn't she come and tell her what she had to say to Emma's face or even call and tell her but hey lets see what she has to say. Emma lent over to the bed side table opening letter reading it to me as she read it herself.

'Dear Emma,

I guess I should say congratulations to you and Aston on your pregnancy. To say I am not happy about it is an understatment but I guess there is nothing I can do now. You had such a bright future ahead of you and now you have given it all up to be some gold digger off Aston. I am sorry if this hurts you but I want you to realise what you have given up you're only 18 for god sake. I will be a Granny to this new little one of course I will like I am to Lily but you have disspaointed me Emma

Mum'

Tears were rolling down Emma's face I felt so bad that I was over here now and I couldn't be the hugging her, kissing her, comforting her and tell her everything was going to be okay. I couldn't belive her Mum would even think anything like that to say you are dissapointed in their own Daughter to be quite frank it's disgusting I would never think of doing that to my child

A - Babe I can't believe she said that none of it is true you are amazing she's just upset she'll come around

E - But what if she doesn't Ast I thought it was going to be an apology but no its just a big kick in the teeth

She was really getting upset by this now the tears just wouldn;t stop and I had been reading in the baby book that crying to much can put stress on the baby. The idea of this got me really worried and I started to panic

A - Babe please calm down your going to put stress on the baby

E - How did you know that?

A - Been doing my research babe

E - I know I saw you pack it (with a little giggle as the tears started drying up)

A - Theres the smile I love now you have your Dad and Me and Lily and Squiggle please don't get down on this

E - I will try I think I'm going to bed now its been a hard day

A - Okay baby sleep well I will call you when you get up

We ended our call I know Emma was just putting on a brave face this made me more determined to finish the recording was quickly as possible so I could get back to my baby girl. I quickly sent a text to Chloe asking her to keep her eye on Emma and she said she would which puts my mind at ease slightly but not 100%. I then decided to go onto twitter as I had nothing else to do as I thought I would be on skype to Emma for longer. The first tweet I sent was * Some people are so stupid it makes me angry >:( wish I could be with my baby girl @1993Emma_ right now missing her so much right now Axx * before sending out another tweet *Who thinks I should do a DMing Sesh? Axx* before doing that.

Emma POV

I can't believe what my Mum wrote in that letter I am so angry and upset at the same time. I have teh right mind to stop her from seeing Lily at this rate. My eyes were hurting so much from crying so much I just pulled the covers over me fully dressed and just slept. Everything that happened today just made me miss Aston more I really need to snuggle up and cuddle in bed with him after today.

Part 50

Chloe POV

Emma and I had work this morning I had tonnes of texts from Aston (even more than Marv which took some doing) checking that Emma was okay after last night. I felt so sorry for her bless her I can't believe her Mum would say such things to try and cheer her up the girls were going to come round and have a take away, film and a general girly night. I was just sitting down at my desk as my phone went again indiacting I had another text I looked down to see it was from Ast * Sorry to keep bothering you again but how is Emma she didn't sound too good on the phone when I spoke to her earlier Ast x* I looked over at Emma who didn't look great she hadn't looked all great all morning and kept being sick but whenever I asked her if she was okay she said it was just morning sickness I didn't think anymore of it because people get it at different intensitys I was lucky and didn't get it back but I guess Emma had it bad. I texted Aston back * Yeah she just had bad morning sickness honestly its fine you know how bad she told you she was with Lily if she gets any worse I will send her hom and text you promise x*

Aston POV

I was really worried about Emma after everything last night I really didn't want her to put stress on the baby. I felt so bad that I couldn't be there I'm probably annoying the hell out of Chloe because I keep texting her to see how Emma is because I know that Emma will say she's okay even if she isn't because she knows that I will just worry. I have just got a text from Chloe saying she just has bad morning sickness I decided to tweet *Hope my baby girl @1993Emma_ feels better later Ax* I felt a bit better knowing that Chloe said that if she looked any worse she would send her home from work. I put my phone on silent before making my way to the studio with the boys more determined than ever to get this album done so that we can go back to the UK

Emma POV

My morning sickness has been really bad today and I felt dreadful but I managed to drag myself up and get to work and take Lily to nursery. I kept getting texts from Ast asking if I was okay I said I was okay knowing that if I said I felt like crap he would be worried sick. I sat down on my chair and just got on with my work trying to take my mind off everything that went on yesterday and how sick I felt.

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'Do you want a cup of tea hun?' Emma asked getting up walking over to the staff kitchen when she fainted. Chloe got up straight away grabbing her mobile calling 999. 'Emma wake up come on' she pleaded as she put her in the recovery position as the rest of the office team came in to see what the problem was they cleared the space around her as teh ambulance team came around her. After about 10 minutes of examining her one doctor said 'Okay we need to take her to hospital we can fit one person in the ambulance with us' 'You go Chloe' Emma and Chloe's boss said Chloe nodded her head making her way to the ambulance as Emma got put on the trolley into it.

On the way to the hospital the doctor started to talk to Chloe 'Miss is there any way that you know of that Emma could be pregnant?' Chloe sat there dreading what the consequences could be 'Yes she is 6 weeks nearly 7, please say the baby is going to be okay?' Chloe pleaded 'Is there a boyfriend or husband or anyone we can contact?' 'Umm I can try and get hold of Aston' 'Okay you are going to have to do that at the hospital' 'What about the baby?' Chloe asked trying to stop herself from crying 'I'm sorry we are going to do everything we can but right now our main concern is Emma I am affraid she is probably suffering a misscarriage at the moment, is there any other relations that we can get a hold of?' 'Um her Dad but he live 3 hours away.... oh crap Lily' 'Sorry?' The doctor asked 'Her other daughter Lily she is still at nursery' 'Okay well we are going to have to take Emma straight into surgery we are worried she is stuffering from internal bleeding so you can make your phone calls then?' Chloe just nodded her head praying that she would be able to get hold of everyone she needed to

Part 51

Chloe POV

I got to the hospital as Emma was taken staright into surgery I was so worried about her I thought I would try and get hold of Liam first to sort Lily out for the next few days as I was told that she would need to be kept in a couple of days. On the way there the doctor examined Emma further and did confirm that she has had a misscarriage my heart just ached for her so much she has only jsut found out and now it has been taken away from her. I called Liam first lukily he answered after a couple of rings I didn't want to explain anything as I didn't know if Emma and Aston had even told Liam that she was pregnant so I just told him that she had internal bleeding and was in surgery he agreed straight away to having Lily and said to keep him updated and he can have Lily as long as Emma needs him too. Then I had to do the hard job of calling Ast knowing that it would absolutley break him before I could talk myself out of it I dialled his number.

Aston POV

We were in the studio just finishing off the last bits when I heard my phone going off I stretched my neck to see who was calling when I saw it was Chloe I raced to the phone picking it up immediatly. I couldn't hear a word that she was saying it all just came out was one big mumble, 'Chloe calm down whats going on is it Emma? Whats going on?' As I started to panik causing the boys to look at me a come over.' Ast you need to come back NOW' 'Why? Whats going on Chloe?' 'Emma is in hospital' My heart just sank I don't know whats going on up I started loading up my laptop to get the next flight home 'Why? Please say everything is okay with the baby' I said with desperation in my voice nothing can happen to our baby. 'I'm so sorry Aston.... ' 'No, No, Chloe you have it wrong' I interupted her as the tears started falling. I guess Marvin knew something wasn't right as he started booking me a flight for an hours time as Reesh and JB put their hands on my shoulders 'I'm so sorry Aston' Chloe whispered 'I'm on my way tell Emma I will be there soon there is a flight in an hours time' I hung up the phone and started to break down 'Whats wrong mate?' Reesh asked squezing my shoulder 'Emma has had a misscarriage I don't really know whats gone wrong or why I need to go back' I said drying the tears I needed to be strong for Emma, Lily and everyone. 'I'm sorry' they all said 'Look I need to go lads I will record my bits back home when everything is sorted' 'Ast bruv take your time just get the essentials we will bring your stuff back just send our love yeah? ' Marvin said giving me a weak smile which I tried to return but grabbing my bag and getting straight in a Taxi heading to the airport.

Emma POV

I woke up in a strange area not knowing where I was I tried to sit up but instantly felt faint so I led back down. Before I could do anything I heard a door open and a doctor say 'Good to see you awake Miss Warren' Good to see me awake what was they on about? Then it all came back to me I was feeling dreadful went to get a drink then I just blanked out. 'What happened? My baby? Aston? Lily?' 'Miss Warren please try and calm down. You had some internal bleeding that we have managed to sort out but you will have to take it easy for the next few days. As for your baby but I am sorry you had a misscarriage which was caused by the internal bleeding. I am so sorry I will give you some time alone then send your friend Chloe in if you want' 'NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO' I screamed as the doctor left the tears flow at a rapid rate. My baby, mine and Aston's baby is gone what have I done to deserve this? Chloe came running in the next minute pulling me into a big hug which caused me to cry even more seeing her pregnant made it worse seeing that she has what I don't have anymore 'A...A...Aston and Lily?' is all I could get out as I started choking on my own tears. 'Aston is on his way back his flight is well he will be boarding now and Lily is with Liam for a couple of days. I am so sorry Emma' 'My baby Chloe is gone' 'I know I'm so sorry' I just pulled me legs up to my chest even though it hurt in hugged my knees and cried as I started to mourn the loss of mine and Aston's baby as reality sunk in.

Part 52

Aston POV

I got to the airport boarding the first flight to the UK getting on the plane not being able to sleep the whole flight worried about Emma and grieving the loss of the baby. I feel guilty as hell for leaving Emma for LA its my fault we have no longer got our baby. As soon as we landed and I got into the terminal the paps out in force as I got paped going to the airport in LA. I had been told about an article that the paps had written saying that me and the boys have had a huge argument and I have left the band I couldn't help but laugh at this one no matter how much I hurt I had to tweet *Paps got it wrong again I haven't left the band Ax* whilst I got into a taxi straight to the hospital.

Aston ran into the hospital barging through teh doors to the reception 'Emma Warren,,, where is she?' I said running to the reception as I saw Chloe who grabbed my hand as we ran down a few corridors and then I saw Emma she looked so pale and tubes coming out of here and wires attached to her everywhere it was horrible to see her like this. At that point the doctor came out and came over to me 'Hello, Mr Merrygold would you like me to explain everything with you or do you want to hear it with Emma?' he asked politely as I shoke his hand. 'I will go in and hear it with Emma' he nodded his head as we walked in. I went straight over to Emma who moved her head to look as me and I stroke her cheek 'Hey' I whispered wiping the tears that were falling rapidly from here eyes 'Its gone Ast our baby has gone' she cried into my shoulder. 'I know babe I know' I said sighing feeling the tears welling up in my eyes to as I stroked her hair. We both heard a slight cough causing us to pull out of our embrace and start to look at the Doctor.

'Okay, Miss Warren the reason you fainted at work was because you had internal bleeding which we have managed to controll now and all stiched up. However this unfortunatly this caused you to have your misscarriage I am so sorry for your lost. I examined you after the operation and you have carried out the misscarriage completly so you will not feel it anymore but you may feel a bit of pain in your lower abdomen where you had your internal bleeding and where we have had to stich you up. You are free to go later on today but you have to take it easy probably best to stay in for teh first couple of days then build it up. I will need to see you again in two weeks time to check that you have healed properly apart from that you also need to take these medications twice a day just to help you with the pain' The doctor explained smiling at them which the returned with a small smile 'Is there any questions that either of you want to ask me?' he asked. Emma shook her head but Aston asked 'Is this going to affect our chances of having a baby in the future?' Aston squeezed Emma's hand to show support. He knew that she wanted to know this but didn't want to ask. 'It may make it harder to concieve but once you get pregnant it won't affect Miss Warren from carrying full term.' he replied smiling before leaving the two of them to be alone after everything that has gone one over the past few days.

Part 53

I went into the kitchen going to make us both a cuppa I called 'want a cup of tea' but I hadn;t had a reply so I went into the living room to shee her with her legs pulled into her chest and sobbing her heart out it shattered my heart into a million pieces seeing her like this knowing that there was nothing that I could do to get rid of the pain. I sat down next to her a pulled her into my chest as the tears got worse.'I'm so sorry' I whispered into her hair as I continued to kiss it and stroke it in an attempt to try and calm her down because she was so upset I was worried she was going to have a panic attack or start to hyperventilate. 'Why are you sorry I should be saying it to you I was the one who couldn't keep my promise' she said sobbing into my chest still. I tutted 'Baby you couldn;t have done anything' I said as the tears started to fall down my cheeks she was ripping my heart out thinking that she was to blame and not keeping her promise. We sat there crying with each other for atleast an hour before we fell asleep curled up with each other.

Part 54

'I'm going to go for a little walk need some fresh air' Emma said getting up out of Aston's grip shoving her hair back in a scruffy bun and putting on some trackies, top and a hoody. 'You want me to join you?' Ast asked looking up at Emma. 'No offence Ast but I think I just need some time on my own to think everything over that has happened the past few days' Emma said putting her trainers up grabbing her bag and a pair of sunglasses because no doubt there would be paps following her every move like they have been ever since Aston flew back from LA to be with her. They hadn't told the press or anyone about the miscarriage yet well they hadn;t even talked about it they both knew at the back of their minds that they would have to tell the public at some point but for the time being they just had to get their heads around it for themselves and try to move on from it.

Emma POV

After two days of just sitting on the sofa or in bed doing nothing apart from thinking and crying with Aston I felt that I needed to get out of the house or I think I may go crazy. 'I'm going to go for a little walk need some fresh air' I told Aston removing myself from Aston's grip and getting up and off the bed scraping my hair back and putting on my 'scruffs' as I liked to call them. Aston asked me if I wanted him I declined I think I just needed to be on my own to collect my thoughts really about everything that has happened. I grabbed my bag and sunglasses not wanting to be papped crying if that happened as we hadn't told anyone apart from the gang and our Parents. I walked out the house promising Aston that I would be back by 2am as it was now 10pm I didn't know where I was planning on going. I got out the house and got a million flashes in my face barging past them I started to walk down our road. After walking about 15 minutes I couldn't take the press following me so I saw a pub down the road deciding to go into there hoping that they would leave and I could continue my walk. I reached the pub and walked into it deciding to order a drink to use up some time so I sat at the bar ordering a double vodka and coke downing it in one ordering another one. After 5 more I was beginning to get a bit tipsy but the pain that I was feeling was slowly going so I told the bartender to keep them coming. Shortly after 1am they rang the bell indicating that it was the last hours so I decided to finish my last drink and start to head home. I have no idea how many drinks I have had but it is safe to say I am well and truly pissed and I could defiantly not walk in a straight line. I walked up the same path that I took earlier trying to act sober for when I got into the house although I was hoping that Aston was in bed asleep so I could just get in and sleep before the alcohol stops to block the pain.

'F*ck' I muttered to myself as I had forgotten my keys nice one Emma and there is no spare outside hidden. I was really beginning to feel the effects of the alcohol now as I pressed the doorbell seeing our bedroom light being turned I lent against the side of our door entrance for support whilst I waited for Aston to come and open up

Aston POV

Emma went out earlier for some air to be honest I was really worried it had got to about 10 and she still wasn't back yet but I was beat so I gave up and went to bed. I woke up to our doorbell ringing looking over to the clock seeing it was 1.38am I begrudgingly got up and went down to the door looking through the peep hole and seeing it was Emma I opened it straight away. 'Hey babe' Emma slurred as I opened the door oh great she's drunk she stumbled in tripping over her own feet as she walked in the house luckily I caught her as she started giggling she was always like this when she was drunk. I slung her over my shoulder carefully so that she was in a fire mans lift taking her shoes off and carrying her to our bed putting her on the bed as she passed out. I sighed to myself I was getting more angry with myself now seeing in what I state she was in I shouldn't have let her go out on her own when she was so upset. I pulled the duvet over her quickly jogging downstairs getting a glass of water and painkillers setting them on the side ready for Emma in the morning knowing what a hangover she would have as she never was good at handling her drink before getting back into bed falling into a restless nights sleep.

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'Honestly Marv I don't know what to do' Aston sighed down the phone to Marvin it was the fifth night in the row where Emma no doubt would believing Aston alone and the past four nights she had come back so out of it she could hardly remember her own name. He had just finished reading the papers and yet again there were a number of articles written about both of them. Some claiming that JLS were breaking up since they had now all come back to the UK instead of staying in LA others claiming that Emma and Aston were on the rocks. 'How about we all turn up in a minute and confront her about it?' Marvin suggested 'Yeah sure' Aston replied not sounding convinced 'Hey its worth a shot' 'Yeah I suppose' Aston sighed yet again slumping down in his chair. He understood that Emma was hurt and upset by everything that has happened but so was he, there were other ways of dealing with it than getting drunk. Every time he had tried to talk to her and open up about it she would break down in tears or refuse to talk. 15 minutes later all the gang were round with movies and junk food deciding that they would try and break Emma in easily to the talk. 'Emma come down here a minute babe' Aston called up the stairs as she came down 'Hey guys what you all doing here?' Emma asked shocked 'Well we though that you might need some cheering up so we came round' Chloe said getting up and giving her a hug 'Gee this is really thoughtful but I was going to go out tonight' Emma replied giving Aston daggers knowing that he had something to do with this. At this point Erin got up and went over Emma and said 'look we know you've been drinking every night since you got released' 'So I am having a drink whats the big deal' shrugging Erin off and storming back up the stairs. Aston got up to go and follow her but was stopped by the girls who said 'Look Ast I know you are worried about her but please let us go' Siobhan said 'I don't know' he replied sounding unsure. 'Aston remember when you find out about Lily when we first met you? And we let you sort her out well now its our turn' Chloe said giving him a small smile before walking with the rest of the girls upstairs to Emma

The girls went up the stairs and went into Aston and Emma's bedroom where Emma was curled up in a ball on their bed. The girls sighed as Erin went over to her saying 'Hey we didn't mean to upset you' 'I know' Emma mumbled back 'Its just so hard every time I look at him I just imagine a little boy or little girl' the tears slowly running down her already tear stained cheeks. 'Babe come here' Siobhan said as they embraced in a group hug 'Thanks girls' Emma said honestly. 'You really need to talk to Aston about this drinking it away isn't going to help it only blocks the pain out temporarily and its unfair on Lily if you do this when she's here' Chloe said still hugging her Emma just sighed trying to stop the tears from falling before nodding her head. The girls swiftly then left leaving to get the boys out so that Emma and Aston could talk.

Aston POV

Chloe, Erin and Siobhan had been up with Emma for about 15 minutes now the boys were talking to me about how I felt about everything. I told them exactly how I felt, gutted, upset and angry with myself they kept telling me that it wasn;t anything to do with me being in LA but I still couldn't let that theory go. The girls came down 5 minutes later telling me that they were going to go as they had managed to persuade Emma to open up to me. I saw them all off before going upstairs to see Emma but as I opened the door I saw Emma curled up fast asleep so I stripped down to my boxers getting into bed trying not to wake her as I pulled the duvet over us. She stirred as mumbled sleepily 'we need to talk' as she snuggled into my chest a stroked her head and kissed her hair as I said 'Just go to sleep baby we can talk in the morning' which she did straight away.

I woke up with Emma kissing my chest slowly 'mmm morning' I said smiling to her 'Morning' she said as she kissed me. 'Can we talk?' she asked I nodded my head glad that she was ready to talk. 'I am so sorry for what I have been doing to you Ast I've been so selfish' she sighed as she started to cry I swiftly rubbed her tears away from the side of her eyes with my thumb tutting to myself. 'You haven't been selfish baby you were and still are grieving its understandable' I said stroking her hair to calm her down 'But you are too I should have been with you' she said. The next few hours we just led in bed talking about everything that has gone on and how we were going to start to move on from this obviously the baby would never be forgotten but we did need to start to move on. We then got up and just chilled out on the sofa for the rest of the morning in our onesies.

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'You sure that you want to do this babe?' Aston asked as he loaded up the website to go to post a new blog. It was now mid afternoon and they were both curled up on the sofa just having some lunch Aston had gone out and got Nandos as neither of them had been eating properly the past few days and this would be their first proper meal in almost a week. 'Yeah its unfair on you if not you are getting so much hate at the moment from what I have been doing plus I would rather they find out from us then some story in the press' Emma said cuddling up to Aston so she could see what he was going to type. 'Okay if your sure' he replied kissing the side of her head as he started typing....

*New Blog from Aston

Hey JLSters,
I am sorry I haven't been tweeting, instagramming, facebooking or anything like that the past two weeks it has been a very hard time for myself and Emma. As you have probably all seen from the papers and online I came home early from LA where we were recording the new album as Emma was rushed to hospital. We are not going to discuss why she was rushed to hospital as that will remain private and I hope that you respect our privacy. Anyway just before we went off to LA we found out that she was pregnant which we were very happy about however unfortunately whilst Emma was in hospital she suffered a miscarriage. We are completely heartbroken by this and we are still trying to get over this. We hope that you respect our privacy at this hard time
Love you all
Axx *

'That okay?' Aston asked as Emma read it 'Yeah' she smiled at him weakly 'Hey come on we can post this and go out for the lunch and collect Lily from Liam's after if you feel up to it?' Aston said rubbing Emma's arm with his thumb 'Okay just somewhere normal and I will text Liam I have missed her so much' Emma said smiling at the thought of seeing her daughter again.

Emma POV

I just put Lily to bed and was now snuggled up in bed with Aston I have been having a lot better days and now that the rest of the world knows it has taken some of the pressure off and Aston is a lot more relaxed. Not going to lie it still hurt like hell to think that I should be pregnant with a bump but I am beginning to move on its unfair on Lily if not. As I got into bed Aston was on the I Pad on twitter I cuddled into his chest he was on the interactions seeing the messages that the fans have sent the boys I read some of them they were soo sweet saying that they were sorry for us. Aston then decided to tweet *Thank you all you lovely JLSters for your support at the hard time back to work tomorrow though #reunited Ax * Then I realised as he logged out that I hadn't tweeted in two weeks now 'can I borrow the I Pad Ast?' I asked deciding that it was now time to tweet I needed to break the silence at some point and the longer I leave it the worse its going to be 'Yeah sure babe' he replied passing me it as I logged into twitter tweeting * I'm back :D Thanks for the support especially the best boyfriend ever @JLSofficial Love You Ast x* logging off before my mentions get spammed snuggling up to Ast with his arms wrapped tightly round my body going to sleep for the first time in a while not pissed or crying myself to sleep I felt as if things were finally beginning to get better.

Part 55It has been a couple of months now since Emma suffered the misscarriage, Christmas was just around the corner and things were finally getting back to normal. They had Lily living back home and her visits to Liam's were become more regular with her going to his every other weekend. The boys recorded the rest of the album back in the UK and it did really well in the charts aswell as teh single doing really well. In November it was Emma's birthday they kept it pretty low key with them just having people around their house having a movie night in before turning it into a little drinking games party to which Emma got mortal and a bit worse for wear but after a lot of sleep and TLC from both Aston and Lily it was okay. Emma and Aston occassionaly had bad days where they got upset about the misscarriage but they would sit down and talk about it.

Chloe was now nearly 8 months pregnant now and looked like she was going to pop anyday. Marv was there all the time making sure that she didn't so anything basically it bugged her some of the time but she knew he was only doing it out of love. It was now just a big waiting game now, everything was ready for their arrival down to what outfit it would be wearing out of the hospital. All the boys went round one day and helped out paiting and assembling the nursery. They decided to leave it a suprise for knowing what sex teh baby was so everything was cream, white or yellow making it suitable for whatever sex teh baby is.

JB and Erin moved from JBs flat that they moved into originally and moved into a nice little flat in Chelsea which suited them better. Apart from that their relationship was going on steadily obviously having the odd little argument here and there but nothing out of the normal for relationships. Reesh and Siobhan's relationship was coming on nicely too with them doing the whole meeting the Parent's for the first time the other week which went really well. The boys have even now got a bet on how long it is going to take for Reesh to ask her to move it but it all was good bants.

Part 56

Chloe POV
Wow it's 3am I'm in pain booming baby I tell ya as soon as it out the better Marvin is a sleep beside me. I hadn't been sleeping wellthe past few weeks and I had asked the midwife and Emma about it and they both said it was completly normal. Emma said that I was luckily because when she had Lily for the last trimester she struggled to sleep where as I had made it to my last month before I started to have problems sleepin. I was walking down to the kitchen after about half an hour of tossing and turning finally giving in when I had a really bad sharp pain shoot through my stomach as I shouted 'MARVIN' 'what babe?' he moaned groggigly as I heard him getting out of bed. I started to breathe deeply as I got another sharp pain through my stomach causing me to take a sharp breathe in before managing to get 'I think the baby is......' I couldn't finish my sentence as I heard a gush of water on the tiles of our kitchen as I looked down as I realised that my waters had infact just broke as panik started to rush through my body.At this point Marvin came running down the stairs saying 'baby what's wrong?' I felt another contraction starting as I grabbed his hand squeezing the life out of it as he saw my waters on the floor as I said, 'marv the baby is on its way' after the contraction finished 'ok don't worry go get in the car and I will text everyone and grab your bag' I nodded before quickly getting a fresh pair of knickers on before waddling my way to the car.

Marvin POV
Wow I'm gunna be a daddy in the matter of well I dunno really I got all Chloe's stuff and I text the boys
*lads get to hospital Chloe bout to have baby I'm gunna be a daddy ok goin now huurrrrrry Mxx*
I ran to the car and saw Chloe gripping on for dear life. As soon as I got in the car I put my foot on the gas I didn't care if I got a speeding ticket I needed to get to the hospital ASAP.
We got the the hospital 16 minutes but Chloe was only 5cm which meant could take for ever. As we got settled in the room there was a knock on the door. 'come in' I said as the door opened and there was all the boys with there girls. Chloe was really beginning to get restless now tirdness and being worn out from the contractions, 'omg get them out' she screamed through the contraction squeezing my hand once again. Everyone one said, 'ok ok we're going' as I gave them all an apologetic smile. I guess Chloe scared Aston as he was running so fast the door shut in his face and he face planted it
'bro u ok?' I asked trying not to laugh or take my attention off Chloe he just stepped back opening the door sayin, 'yep yep I'm good going now' before bolting out the door. After he left me and Chloe started laughing as she said, 'silly boy he's funny' I managed to reply, 'yeh he is' before she had another contraction.
Chloe POV

7 hours later
'Omg it's pain full ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh' I screamed I was in complete agony I had been pushing for about an hour now I felt like giving up my body felt weak and like it was slowly giving up on me. The midwife encouaged me, 'keep pushing' as I pushed through the next contraction as I vaguley heard Marv saying, 'good girl come on I wanna see my baby' I screamed at him 'this is all ur bloody fault' he didn't say a word just continued to hold my hand as another contraction I screamed for the life of me as I felt all my muscles relax and with that we heard crys of a baby. The midwife then turned to Marvin and me and said, 'Congratulations you are parents to a little boy' Marvin then leant over and kissed my head as he swept the hair out of my face as the midwife brought him over to us 'and here's ur lil boy' smiling at us as she put him in my arms as Marvin cooed, 'well done baby he's lovely' as a few happy tears escaped my arms as I said, 'yeh he is olly humes' We had already decided on Olly as a name if our baby was a boy. We put Olly in his crib as he felt my body giving into tiredness as Marvin went outside to tell everyone the good news.

There we go it is all now up together I will be posting again tonight :) Emma x

 

Hey guys,
I am so sorry I haven't been able to post for ages but I have been super busy. I have been put into an advanced class in college which means that I finish college 3 month earlier but I have loads of assignments and placement hours that I need to finish. Hopefully I will be posting this weekend as Siobhan is going to help me write a part tomorrow. I have written some future parts for the fanfic so from about part 70 for about 10 parts so you can have regular posting then.
I would also like to say a huggggggeeeee thank you to everyone reading atm as I have been on wattpad and Everybody In Love has over 5,500 reads which is insane because I didn't think that anyone was actually reading it. It means so much to me.
For those that have been asking me about Invisible I can confirm that I have started writing it too but you will have to wait to read it haha.
Thanks again,
Emma xx

Part 57

It was now Christmas Eve and all the boys and girls were round Marvin and Chloe's house after having some food and a drink as they wouldn't be seeing each other for another week since they would all be doing separate things as couples and with their respective families.

 

Marvin and Chloe were having a Christmas at home with Olly since it was not only their first Christmas as a couple but Olly's first Christmas too. Granted he will not remember it when he is older but it is still important to make any child's first Christmas as special as the Parent's can make it and with Chloe as mad about Christmas as a five year old no-one had no doubts that Olly's first Christmas would be one to remember.

 

Oriste and Siobhan were spending their Christmas apart as they had already had plans for Christmas separatley before they had got together. Oriste was spending his Christmas with his Mum and Brothers and Siobhan was spending it with her family too but would be joining Oriste and his family on Boxing day which would be nice for them as even though they had met each others family on a couple of occasions this would be the first holiday as such that they would be spending together.

 

JB and Erin were going to have both of their families around to their house as they couldn't decided whos parents they wanted to spend their Christmas with so decided to invite everyone around theirs. Erin was planning on making a huge roast dinner for everyone and JB said that he would just stay out of her way because once Erin was in the zone whilst cooking that was it.

 

Emma and Aston were also having a Christmas at home with Lily so that they could open their presents from each other and LIly could open her presents from Santa in the morning and then Aston's family would be joining them in the late afternoon so that they could spend some of the day together.

 

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'Right we better get off and try and get the children settled because that is going to take for ages' Emma said getting up from the sofa 'You do realise you said children?' Erin laughed as Emma nodded her head 'Lily of course and Ast' Emma laughed. Which caused an uproar of laughter by everyone and Aston to pull Emma back onto the sofa whilst landing on his lap. 'You love it' Aston whispered against Emma's lips as Emma mumbled an answer before crashing their lips together in a quick fiery kiss before Emma pulled away getting up before pulling Aston up and picking Lily up. Everyone then said their goodbyes and Christmas wishes whilst putting the presents they had exchanged for tomorrow in their respective cars before leaving Marvin, Chloe and Olly in peace.

Hey,

Sorry I haven't posted in a while my life is manic right now but will try and catch up at various points in the week so hopefully you shall have more coming your way this week :D Also I have started writing Invisible and I need people to be in it so if you could tweet me if you want to be in it. Feedback, votes and RTs are always welcome :D

Emma xx

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